Because you'll never know

Wishing well

2012-02-05T22:49:00.004+08:00

When you lose, someone whom you love, words just can't express your thoughts.
When they break your heart, it's the hardest thing that you could ever go through. Too, no matter how much time has passed, it never really goes away. You may think that you're getting better, but then each time when you get a flashback, or hear a song that reminds you of that particular person, it hits you all over again; All at once, like a stab straight into your chest. You'll just fall apart, not knowing what to do next. You feel like crawling into your blanket, and never come out of it. You love this person wholeheartedly, even though you know you shouldn't. They hurt you worse than anything else in the world. They stole your happiness. Yet, you still want that person and nobody else, just him. Other people come along, and give you a chance to move on, but you know deep inside your heart that you're unwilling to. It upsets you that you might moving on, because you promised you never would. Even if they broke all of their promises, you want to keep yours. On top of that, you're terrified. Terrified of getting hurt again. It's not like it matters anymore. At the end of the day, you're still thinking of the same exact person who left you hanging with your heart completely broken. You don't want to miss nor love them anymore, but you know you can't do it and you know you always will.

What makes you beautiful

2012-01-28T16:55:00.004+08:00

Oh god, i am so in love with One Direction, especially Louis and Zayn!! They are absolutely gorgeous. ;) X
So anyway, i'm home! Haha, i'd caught 'We Not Naughty' with my parents last night, it was plain amazing! Go and watch it right now if you have yet to! Yes, it's an order. N-O-T! Haha.

Just a side track, things had been tremendously improving lately. So yeap, i've got to thank Callista, Melanie and Menda for being by my side through the darkest moments of my life. I can't express the gratitude i have towards 'em. But really, i love them all. ;)

Oh yes, i am definitely loving the new Gif application that i'd downloaded like 2 days back? Haha. :D

He's tall and a trouble maker. Sometimes he's really quiet. He stares at me every moment. He's funny and he loves teasing me. He makes me smile when I am trying to pout, hugs me when I'm mad, cuddles me, holds me close when I'm sad, makes my heart melt, makes me laugh at things I don't even find funny, brightens my day with just one glance, he smiles and I'm smiling too, lets me know he loves me, takes my breath away with a kiss, I miss him while he's gone, and he’s the one who holds the key to my heart. He's not afraid to show me new things or suggest new things to me. Always willing to help someone out, or at least try. This is how I see my boyfriend he is the only guy I see and it's quite clear why he is everything to me.

This particular entry is obviously filled with love, hoho. Spread the love, Valentine's Day is approaching! Bwhaha, i am being random right now. Whatever. :P

Lego house

2012-01-24T20:26:00.003+08:00

Pg 24/366: Trying hard.

Thing is, you don't realize how much you mean to her. As much as she wants to talk to you, she's waiting for you to put in the effort to show her that you care about her and that she truly does mean something to you, you know? She wants to be the one to make you smile, she wants to be the one that you confide in when you feel like falling apart, she wants to be the one that picks you up when you feel like you have no reason left to stand, she wants to be the the one that shows you that what she feels is something "Real". She's willing to do anything and everything just to be yours and to show she care about you, but she wants to know that you're willing to do the same for her, that she is someone important to you, that no matter how bad things get you won't walk away and that you will try to show her that she is worth fighting for to you. She trusts you enough to let her walls down and open up her heart to you, even with the chance she might get hurt, but she doesn’t care because you're simply worth it to her.

I need a doctor

2012-01-17T22:17:00.007+08:00

It sucks when you have to hide the jealousy inside and not make that person know about it, because they might think you’re over reacting. But seriously dude, I have feelings too... You'd lied, over and over again. How do you expect me to react? "Yay!!!"? If so, please tell me. I've had enough, you know it yourself too.
Yes, we're fighting everyday. I'd always thought that all those fights that we'd gone through together will strengthen our relationship, but it really makes me wonder now. We'd been quarrelling over the same fucking issue for nearing a month. Too, i'd cried for a thousand times over the same fucking issue. Now? You wanna speak about now? You'd asked them not to tag you in whatever crap that you're in. Seriously, are you kidding me? I almost had a heart attack seeing those nonsensical crap. Something must be done at this instance to prevent any sorts of shits to happen again. There's a particular saying, "I believe that no matter how hard the situation two lovers were facing, if they really love each other so much, they won’t let go.", is it really true? I don't know....

Young, Wild and Free

2012-01-15T20:53:00.002+08:00

Hi to all of my readers. x ;)
It's been a month since i last blogged, a belated New Year to all of you. So how have your 2012 been so far? Mine hadn't exactly been good. I'm still not sure about 2012, we'd always wish one another 'Happy New Year', but will it truly be a good year? It just makes me doubt. 2010 was a year where i truly know that guys are jerks, 2011 was horrible as i came to face the reality all by myself.. Surely, i hope that it'll turn out good though. I've got to thank Melanie for being there whenever i needed her lately, luv you girl.
I've got so many assignments recently, i barely have time even for myself. To sum up, Sec' 4 life just suck. On a side track, i'd been ill for 2 weeks straight. Pathetic, isn't it? Sigh.
I miss my baby so much, i wonder when will i be able to meet him up to have fun again. *sigh* Let's just consider it as a 'love test'.

Oh yes, i do have my 2012 resolutions. They are:

To mug hard, study and revise daily (hopefully though, if there's a will, there'll always be a way. Haha.)

Get an award during Speech Day. ;)

Get distinction for Mother Tongue, Emath, Amath, Chemistry and Physics for my GCE 'O' Level.

Have better time management.

I am sorry that this particular post is short, ha. Certain things are just better be left unsaid, am i right to say that? Haha. I wonder when will i ever blog again. Lastly, do add me up in Path. My username's Yock Yen. :)

Last but not least, do listen to this song! Haha, i am addicted to this song right now. :3

Till then, miss me. x

Kiss the stars

2011-12-19T10:46:00.004+08:00

Good morning, ♥

Okay, it's been 9 days since i last updated my blog. I am lethargic lately. I had a really horrible flu, and too, i'd been burning the midnight oil to complete my tuition work. Pathetic isn't it?
P/S: I hate blog entries without any images. So, i'd decided to upload some really random candid photos that i can find in my camera now. :s And if you realized, i'd a haircut. I am missing the other 3 inches of my hair now. :(

The flash is so bright. :(

On a happier note, i am going on a vacation tomorrow. I'll be going over to M'sia first before i head for Hong Kong, haha. I'll be back by the 26th of December. So yeah, miss me. Till then, x.

Hello cold world

2011-12-10T16:58:00.001+08:00

Hey dearies! x. How've you guys been?

I just got home after hanging out with my neighbours' house which is located at another side of my house. o_o They are mad awesome beings, and i love 'em all! We had plenty of fun camwhoring with my Nikon 1J1. Hehehe. We took really little amount of pictures because my camera's battery went flat out of nowhere. My bad, i'd forgotten to charge the battery last night. :x So, we'd continued camwhoring using my iPhone instead.
P/S: I look like some zombies in the pictures because i am having a really bad flu. :(

This is a candid shot, hehe.

Just so you know, i'd been tagged in a quiz by Lionel. *Spams sad face* He's freaking mean for tagging me in a quiz. Hmph!

The rules are:
1. You must post these rules.
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves on their blog.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create 11 new questions for the people you tag to answer
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them on the post.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6. No tag backs.
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this". You legitimately have to tag 11 people.

11 true facts about Yock Yen.
#1. I hate it when people whom i prioritize, to not reciprocate. Instead, they prioritize other people.
#2. I love food, junk foods. Meow, that's the main reason why i am fat. :3
#3. I am considered as a direct person, i say whatever i think. I can't express myself well though. Ironic, isn't it?
#4. I am a procrastinator. ;)
#5. I don't trust easily, not anymore.
#6. I love Mathematics. x.
#7. If I'm annoying around you, it shows that i'm comfortable with you. (It only apply to certain people.)
#8. I am bad at socializing.
#9. I am not really interested in Chinese Dance, but the funny thing is that my Co-Curricular Activity (CCA) is Chinese Dance.
#10. I am crazily in love with chocolate-flavoured ice creams. x.
#11. I am very biased towards my bestfriends.

My answers to Lionel's 11 questions.
1. Who inspires you?
The person who inspires me the most is my one and only mom. Despite the fact that she's already in her 40s, she is still picking up new skills and knowledge. She's mad hardworking and knowledgeable, i must admit. Guess what, she had gotten her Masters Degree last year. I love her to the core. x.

2. What is your favorite color?
My favourite colour is red, followed by black perhaps? ;)

3. Contact lens or spectacles?
I am not using any contact lens or spectacles. Hehe. >< ! Frankly speaking, i prefer contact lens more than spectacles.

4. Do you like horror movies? Or do you like anime ?
I dislike horror movies. I'll get nightmares or wild thoughts in the middle of the night, especially when i am alone awake. I can't say that i dislike or like anime. I don't watch any anime. Hmm, i'd watched a couple episodes of K-ON!, Bleach, Maid Sama and Kateyo Hitman Reborn though. Thus, i am neutral with it.

5. What kind of music do you listen to?
I love those really peaceful songs, just take 'If I Die Young' by The Band Perry. Hehe.

6. Who is your favorite blogger?
I enjoy reading certain blogger's updates, but i certainly do not idolize them or whatever. I read Xiaxue's blog really alot, and not forgetting Qiu Qiu's blog too! I enjoy reading Benjamin's blog too, typicalben.blogspot.com y'know? ;)

7. What are your comments towards judgmental people?
Judge only when you know stories from behind the scenes, and not just their names.

8. What are your views in love?
Love? 'Love' is a pun, it has lots of definition. :p It varies though. To me, love is an extremely beautiful thing.

9. Do you find photoshop complicated? (LOL)
Not exactly.. Once you get to know the features, you'll be madly in love with it!

10. Do you get hungry easily?
Oh yes, i do. My friends call me a 'glutton'. :p

11. Who are your closest friend(s)?
Jie Yi, Perry & Callista. ;)
Jie Yi is somebody who never fails to be by my side whenever i am down. She provides me with useful advices and a pair of listening ears. ;) Perry is mad awesome, he had never once complained whenever i go whining to him about how fucked up things can be. As for Callista, she never fails to shower me with concerns whenever i am down.
Honestly, 'time' is what i see in a friendship. If a particular friend can be there for you ever since the day you guys met, don't let go of them.

P/S/S: Sorry, i am really tired to think of 11 questions at the moment. My brain's malfunctioning due to my flu. :(

Alright, i am signing off right now. Heading out to town, bye. xx.

Read all about it

2011-12-07T11:27:00.005+08:00

O hai, my readers. x. I am back to update my site!

On the 3rd of December, i'd headed to town with my dearest Jie Yi again. HAHAHA. At first, we headed for Peninsula Plaza to get certain hair accessories. Unfortunately, the price wasn't within my budget. So i ended up leaving that location empty-handed. :(
After which, we went to rock the town! So here are some of the pictures that we'd took!
P/S: I look extremely horrendous that particular day because i only had 4 hours of sleep. :(

Recently, i'd been tagged by Jubilee to complete a quiz, 'Handwriting Meme'. So, we're supposed to write down both the questions and our answers on a piece of paper. Okay, don't comment anything about my handwriting, i know it's horrible!!!! >:(

On a side track, my dad had bought Nikon 1J1 for me. That camera is freaking awesome shizzz. I love it. Wooohoo. :D
P/S: It is not a DSLR.

Mirror

2011-12-01T23:25:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, x.

Hehe, i love this girl to the core. She's Wei Teng, 8y/o this year.

I am here to do a proper post, hopefully! Haha.
I had a really awesome time walking around the town with my lovely girl, Jie Yi. We had roamed the entire town area, awesome shizzz. Initially, we arranged our date to be at 1pm. However, she was late for approximately an hour! :( That's alright though, hehe. We were supposed to meet at Toa Payoh MRT Station, so she alighted from the train. Unfortunately, i boarded the train. Instead of meeting at Toa Payoh, we'd decided to meet at Novena. This time round, it was the other way round! I alighted from the train, and she boarded the train. Eeeks. :( It was so hilarious at that point of time, hehe. After which, i met up with her at Orchard. We headed for Cineleisure, followed by Scape, then Far East Plaza. Lastly, ION. Hehe. I couldn't stop laughing at her when she wore a pair of boots over at F21. Kekeke. Whatever it is, i had tons of fun. :B
Now, it's time for pictures!

My bad, this is a really boring entry. Shall update my blog with a better one next time. Toodles, x.

Hung up

2011-11-24T12:28:00.005+08:00

Hi dearies, x.

Before i proceed any further, i would like to take this chance and ask if anybody is interested in purchasing an OPI Shatter nail polish from me at only $15? The retail price is $19. It's brand new, yup. I've not used it before. Do text me at 93850378 if you're interested! xx.

Alright, so i'd been catching up with my Amath lately. I feel so much confident now after solving like 100+ questions within 2 days, hehe. Let's just put this aside. I was like really bored last night... So i'd actually camwhored after a month or two. Hehehe.
P/S: I will only be uploading 3 to 4 pictures, hehe. Sorry, i look horrendous in the other photographs. :P

Okay, toodles! Have a great day ahead!

If this was a movie

2011-11-19T15:03:00.002+08:00

Hi lovelies. *Waves hand frantically*

I must admit that holidays are really boring, that's the main reason why i have absolutely nothing to blog about! I am aware that i had once mentioned that i'll be blogging more since it's now the semester break, but really.. Okay, i am definitely contradicting myself right now, who cares anyway.

I am gonna blog about my current lifestyle right now. Don't blink your eyes okay! :P
I woke up at exactly 11A.M. today. Immediately after i woke up, i sent a message to boyfriend, haha. (As usual, duh.) After which, i went to prepare for my tuition which was supposed to start at 1P.M. However, my tutor had once again have it cancelled. I mean seriously?! What's your problem? Can't you just stop cancelling the tuition for once?! My gosh, my 'O' Level is approaching in exactly 11 and a half months time!! I have no time to waste. Alright, i shall drop this subject. Since i do not have any more tuitions to attend for for today, i'd decided to blog instead of heading to town. I've been heading for town for the past 2 weeks? Haha. It'd been raining as and when God likes, thus, i am unable to go for a picnic nor go swimming.
So yes, this is my mundane life yo.

On a side track, i'd received my apparels from a certain blogshop!
Toddles, xx.

What about now

2011-11-15T23:16:00.005+08:00

Are we still best friends? We used to be, what about now? Did you change, or is it just me? It makes me wonder really alot.. whether i fail as a friend. Am i a busybody in your life? Am i merely a sparetyre to you? Am i annoying? Somebody please tell me. I don't like to be a toy for people whom i prioritize, to play around with. Yes, I will still be there for you whenever you're in need of advices. I promise. It hurts me alot though. Everything that we had gone through, it's just 'forgotten' within a few short months?
This blog entry doesn't fucking makes any sense. Well, i just need somewhere to rant at since it's unhealthy and wrong for me to bottle things up. I just don't understand why things have changed so much, just too much.

The boys

2011-11-10T23:52:00.005+08:00

Vanity is definitely not a crime.

Hi, my lovely readers. How's life? Pretty relaxing, i suppose? :)
So, i have really no idea what to blog about. However, i am dying to revive this dead site of mine. Yes yes, i'd been repeating this particular sentence for like the 100th time? Oh well, who cares!

Yeap, it's currently 12AM right now. In other words, it's 11/11/11! I bet many of the couples out there, uh huh including yours truly, must have planned how and what to do to spend this particular day with their loved ones. To be honest, 11/11/11 is just an ordinary day, wishes definitely do not come true without any hard work put in. Well, i kinda like that date, hehe. :3

On a side track, i'd celebrated my 7th monthsary with my dearest boy the day before yesterday. That particular day was well-organized and all. To sum up, i'd indeed enjoyed myself.
Life's fair, right? So when pleasant issues come approaching to you in life, so will the unpleasant issues. So yes, i'm left with exactly 1 more year to my 'O' Levels. I hate this feeling, really. I can't seem to find my motivation, i just feel like lazying around and doing nothing. I don't mind daydreaming either! Just everything except for studying. However, i can't continue with this mindset, i ought to get my motivation or rather enlightenment by hook or by crook. What am i supposed to do? I'm perplexed, very perplexed..

P/S: Since my semester break had arrived, i'll be blogging more! Stay tune. Also, to those who had been constantly reading my blog, thank you so much! Love ya, xx.

Yes yes yes! I would very much want to introduce Isabel to you! Yes, my readers. Her blog is http://prettyfrowns.blogspot.com. She blogs almost everyday, yeap! I love reading her blog. You should patronize her blog too sometimes! :)

Nevertheless, follow me up on Blogger (I've got 332 followers at the moment!), Twitter, and bombard my Formspring with questions!

We found love

2011-10-30T01:23:00.004+08:00

"It's like screaming, but no one can hear. You always feel ashamed that someone could be that important. That without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless. Like nothing can save you. And when it's over, and it's gone, you almost wish you could have all that bad stuff back, so that you could have the good." - Rihanna's song, We Found Love. (Quoted from Isabel's blog)

I'm really lost. I wonder why do I even care so much to something that nobody cares, or rather knows. I hate myself for being all so sensitive all the time. But the feeling of losing a friend who knows me inside out, freaks me out entirely. I'd been feeling this way for a really long period of time. What am I to you? If only you could put yourself in my shoes, you'd get to experience agony. I'd tried letting you go, but to no avail. Do I really fail as a friend? Sigh. Time, that's what I need to heal these excruciating heartaches. I definitely have my reasons for not voicing out my thoughts. 我是真的有苦衷的。

If only you could read my mind, you'd face an emotional breakdown because you'd get to know what's really going on in my haywired mind. I guess it's time for me to let you go, and to find a new path in life. Afterall, life is all about adaptations, right? I wish you all the best. You may not know the reason why am I distancing myself away from you, but .. Right, I'm just so sorry for not being able to be by your side in the near future. Just forget about our friendship, perhaps, you'd already forgotten about me because of your new friends. I'm gonna miss you.

Dream high

2011-10-22T19:48:00.005+08:00

Someone had once told me, 'Never let the fear of striking out keeps you from playing the game.' It's true. I'd fought so hard to get what I have and what I am today. But it's not worthed it at all. I'd gotten all of the materialistic stuffs that I'd always been wanting for, so? This is not what I want, no. All I want is tranquility, happiness and a simple life.
I don't understand why are people made this way that they backstab, 'steals friends' and all other sinful sorts. You, as my reader, may feel that 'Oh, Yock Yen is a really immature girl.' I beg to differ. Whatever treatments that I'd underwent was fucking disastrous. Can you ever imagine the impact caused from backstabbing and all sorts of nonsenses for 3 years straight for an average 15 years old girl will be like? No, you certainly don't. Just forget about this part, I don't want to continue any further.

And second thing, to another you. If you had ever wondered the reason why am I keeping things from you, that's great. Because I'm gonna announce to you the damn reason right now - It's mainly because I don't want to hurt you. You get hurt easily, I know that. I'm really starting to think if I'd failed to be your friend. I'd never once failed to be there for you, provide you with essential advices and a listening ear. What about you? It's so annoying to not see you reciprocating. In fact, I'm disappointed. I really hate myself for expecting some positive outcomes, but I'm wrong. Why are you always putting me second when I never fail to put you first? In fact, I'm always the one who gets all affected whenever it comes to such scenario. Call me paranoid or whatever, but I reluctant to lose a friend like you at such a crucial point in life. What have I done wrong to receive such craps?! Really, I'm tired. Also, how can I be feeling secured when you're befriending my nemesis, someone who had utterly ruined my life back then? This is bullshit.
I'd tried putting myself in your shoes, that's part of the reason why I don't want to tell you regarding this. Just put yourself in my shoes too, will you?
Lastly, it's not a choice for me to pretend that I'm happy. It's a must. I can't be worrying anyone, otherwise I'll feel horrible. I'm sorry if I were to ever just leave you, that's the day when I can take it no more.

Criminal

2011-10-16T19:38:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the long long long period of break that i'd taken, gosh. Yes, the reason that i am blogging right now is because my End-Of-Year Examinations is finally over. In addition, i am getting back my results on this coming Tuesday. I really hope that i will get promoted to Secondary 4 Express smoothly. *Prays*
Oh yes, i guess i will be going on a round of 'hiatus mode' again. Pardon me, okay. :l

I truly hope that all of the sorrows and heartaches that i'd underwent will be paid off sooner or later. Holding grudges is definitely not a solution, nor hating anybody. At this point of time, all i want is the both of us to be happy. I'd tried moving on, i'd too tried to forgive and forget about what the other 'her' had done to me. But all i can say is, i can't just purely 'forget' eevrything that she'd done to me even if she were to apologize sincerely or whatever.

Maybe

2011-10-02T00:52:00.008+08:00

I'll be going on hiatus, my end of year examinations are nearing. I'm sorry.
Thank you for the increase in number of (18 new followers) followers despite the fact that my blog is really dead! Loves, xx.

Oh yeah, i love Dream High A-L-O-T. Taecyeon, Wooyoung, Kim Soo Hyun, IU, Suzy. AHHHH. :D

Louder

2011-09-22T20:57:00.005+08:00

It's Sarah's 15th birthday today! Can't wait to hang out with her tomorrow after school.
School schedules had been hectic. I can't deny that. So, .. It's time to take a break, and have a kit kat while watching this video! :)

Invisible

2011-09-10T18:25:00.002+08:00

It gets really depressing as time passes. Some days, i just feel like i'm wasting my time each time the mindset of "Hey, she's gonna change back to how she was before" flashes through my mind. But i guess not. What urges me to hold on to our friendship are the memories and that feeling of you coming back.

I'm really sorry but you're currently giving me the impression that you don't need me anymore. I've got to admit that we come from two different worlds, just like the North and South Pole. We aren't made for each other. But what hurts me the most is realizing that you had totally changed into a new person in a blink of an eye. On a second thought, i am affirmative that i can't accept the fact that you'd changed. You hadn't changed for the better, in fact, you'd changed for the worst. Perhaps, you're no longer the person whom i used to know.

I miss you so much, ex-bestfriend. xx.

Sugar rush

2011-09-04T17:25:00.006+08:00

My close friends. :)

I had a blast with my Primary 6 classmates last night. Haha, I'd never ever expected our gathering to be this successful. Whatever it is, I missed them a lot. Also, I am definitely looking forward to out next gathering!

I think i'll update my site with a proper post today.
Right after my tuition yesterday, i rushed over to Nex to meet Shirley! I am so sorry, gosh. I was late for an hour. :\ After which, both Xuan Wee and Bryan Woon came to pick us up to Shawn Koh's PRIVATE PROPERTY (Damn, i love his house). I was rather disappointed as Brian Yee and Bryan Koh didn't showed up, only Bryan Woon did. Argh. Well, i was quite glad to see both Shawn Koh and Shawn Ho. Haha, they are my used-to-be close friends. We played some wet and dry activities. After which, some of us played Mahjong, while others just sit down and crap as usual. I was really glad to see Chi Yuan! *spams hearts* I was also glad that Chuan Jian did not break his promise. HAHA, he came at 6PM or so. We had our dinner at 7PM+ and started talking about our subject combinations. I was really surprised to know 2/3 of us are in Pure Science class! Geez, it's just so unbelievable. Haha. Headed for home at 10pm with Zoey as we're staying in the same block!
In conclusion, i had a blast! HAHAHA.

Reasons being:
#1. I forced Chuan Jian to camwhore with me! HAHAHA. It was super hilarious, at that point of time.
#2. I was able to meet up with all my friends after 2 years, gosh.
#3. We had lots of fun! Yay, or rather tremendous.

It girl

2011-08-27T13:02:00.003+08:00

I hadn't been blogging, yes. I am aware of that. Well, some things are better left unsaid, or rather typed out publicly. Haha. Not to worry, life had been great.

Oh yes, to all iPhone users:

Please do follow me up on Instagram! My username is Findmeifyoucan. Thank you!

My schedules had been such a bitch lately, i'd been studying and studying and just studying. I don't have any spare time to bother any nonsensical remarks made by anyone. Nope, not even from you.

Recently, i'd found out certain things that i'd very much not want to know. My heart sank, yet i was pissed.

Whatever it is, life goes on.

Starting over

2011-08-10T14:27:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was Singapore's 46th birthday and also Ron and my 4th monthsary ♥, and it was plain awesome! I spent my day with Ronald, Perry, Callista, Kan Chan, Khaliq, Shiyuan, Sheereen, Susmita and Firdaus. Our initial plan was to go Marina Barrage, and you know what? -.-" As expected, there was SO MANY PEOPLE. Gosh, so we went to town instead.

Featuring the NDP 2011 Theme Song now! :D

Alright, i shall now upload some of the pictures taken yesterday.

Just look at my "WTF" look. LOL.

♥

YAY, the awesome people. :B !!

LOL.

Callista and meeeee. :D

Failed shot. :(

Sheereen and Khaliq, hoho.

Kan Chan and Khaliq, the lovely couple. :B

Khaliq and firdaus. LOL.

Love you like a love song

2011-08-07T17:00:00.003+08:00

Hello guys! I am so sorry for not updating my blog often! Even if i am dying to update my blog, i doubt i will have time to do so too. And you guys must be wondering if i'd actually highlighted my hair in the image above. Sad to say, i did not. I am soooooo shocked to see my hair in this state - It's so brownish! But i like it. ;)
So, life in school was pretty much predictable. There's so many remedials, dramas (if you get what i mean), and other interesting stuffs that's going on. There're misunderstandings, quarrels, fights, happy endings, and all sorts of things happening in school. But oh well, what do you expect. Some people are still immature, i suppose. Does this post even makes any sense? I hope so. So long, lovelies.

In the dark

2011-07-29T20:32:00.002+08:00

The image above shows the initials of my boyfriend and bestfriends.

Sometimes, you just can't tell anybody how you really feel not because you don't trust them nor don't know the reason why. It's also not because you don't know your purpose. But because you can't think of the right words to express yourself, in order for them to comprehend.

A thousand miles

2011-07-19T21:17:00.002+08:00

I'd decided to start a 'new chapter'. Allow bygones be bygones. Start afresh, and be nice to all regardless of what happened last time. Learn to forgive and not forget. Lastly, learn and move on from my mistakes.
I'm just loving life right now. :)

Don't hold your breath

2011-07-10T11:32:00.005+08:00

Some won't appreciate what you do or say. However, as long as you speak honestly from the bottom of your heart and allow them to see who you really are, you'll be fine. This ain't a perfect world, neither is our life perfect. So, live life the way you want it to be because no matter what you do; be it good or bad, people will never run out of things to gossip about you.

Lollipops turning into cigarettes, innocent kids turning into sluts.
Homeworks enters the garbage bin, mobile phones are 'welcomed' in classes.
Detention turning into suspension, soda becomes vodka.
Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest. War was only a card game.
The most painful moment when you have your knee skinned, and goodbyes were only meant for tomorrow. And that moment when we can't wait to grow up.
I just simply miss those childhood days, when nothing was ever complicated. And i just wonder how long more can i hold on to my tears.

Just a dream

2011-07-02T10:37:00.003+08:00

That suckish moment when you found out that someone whom is important to you in your life, isn't reciprocating.
That suckish moment when your bestfriend turns into your acquaintance.
That suckish moment when you found out that your friends had stabbed you in the back.
That suckish moment when your bestfriend turns into someone whom they had never expected themselves to be.
That suckish moment when you no longer understand your bestfriend.
That suckish moment when you're drifting away from your bestfriend.
That suckish moment when you know your bestfriend is gone, dead and gone.

I can't accept the fact that you'd changed, i just can't bring myself to believe it. You were once my very close friend cum sister. But just what's happening? It's so fuckening to know that you'd got influenced by your CURRENT bestfriend. It's just so hurting.
After awhile, you'll come to this stage where you learn that you don't need anyone else to survive. No one is ever going to always be there no matter what they promise you. You just gotta suck it up and accept the reality.

Love me or hate me

2011-06-29T19:13:00.003+08:00

School was pretty awesome these days! It's filled with laughters, nyehehehe. Let's just put all these school stuffs and get down to business!

Here's my point of view. Refrain from reading ESPECIALLY if you are sensitive.
Alright, I don't hate people. I merely dislike them, but it's just temporary. In other words, I dislike people only for a short period of time, and I'll have this neutral feeling for them again. Quit having the mindset that "Oh? This girl surely do hates me." I don't give a damn whether you hate or love me, alright? Never assume, because you're just allowing your insecurities to cause unhappiness to the others. Remember, what goes around, comes around. Karma will soon, hit an asshole like you. You're not any different from an obligation to one, truthfully. Furthermore, you can always just give me a piece of your mind if you're unhappy with perfectly anything. Stop sulking behind my back, and pretending to be innocent when you are aware of all the things that you had committed. Just so you know, don't push all of the blame to the other party. Trust me, you wouldn't want to know what I know. Besides, I am misleading your friend, it's just that you're oblivious to it.

Lastly, love your enemies - They are your top stalkers cum fans. :'>

When i grow up

2011-06-25T19:20:00.003+08:00

A brand new term is nearing. Like all others, i've got resolutions for myself, and they are:

Please, pass more than 4 subjects for CA2:
I had obviously performed poorly for my MYE. Urgh.

Quit being a spendthrift:
Within this short break, i'd spent really alot. Omg. I spent it on several areas - Haircut, shopping, pedicures.

Forgive and forget:
You may not be able to erase, or rather forget the past, but you must learn to let go of it. Furthermore, you can't change 'Yesterdays', you can only learn from it.
So why not just forgive and forget for a better tomorrow?

Smile more. :)
Laughter is the best medicine, isn't it? Uh huh. :)
Even if you are in a foul mood, smiling will immediately improve your mood, mainly because the simple action of thinking about smiling and using the muscles is enough to trigger happy chemicals into the brain!

Yeap! Those are my resolutions. People might find it ridiculous to "Forget", but hey. That's the key to happiness. If you were not to forget those unpleasant memories, then how are you supposed to live on happily with your life?

So, today hadn't been as fantastic. My mood was practically ruined early in the morning. Oh well, what's done is done. But hey! Hehe, i'd got my haircut after a month. I am very satisfied with my current hairstyle. It is super duper layered. God knows if my teacher would catch me for my hair. Hmm.. If they do, i won't give a damn! HAHAHA. I am an example of an obedient student, boo yeah!

Alright, i shall go off now. Toodles.

Last Friday night

2011-06-20T12:54:00.002+08:00

It's been centuries since i last posted. So yes.

Happy (belated) Father's Day!
Hi Dad. ♥
I am 100% absolutely sure that you wouldn't read what i am posting right now. It's okay. I just want you to know that i love you, and thank you for being such an awesome dad! You seldom reprimand me for my wrong doings, nyehehe. Nobody can ever replace you. Yes, this is totally from the bottom of my heart. Please, take good care of yourself. I am aware that your health isn't as optimistic as before, so yeah. Avoid eating oily food. Remember to drink plenty of water. I love you, xx.

Gee, look at Katy Perry. LOL. Okay, whatever it is, i love this song!
This particular MV is kind of different from any other MVs that Katy Perry had produced. Teehee. The more i watch this MV, the more i feel that Katy Perry got her inspirations from Taylor Swift. In my opinion, i find this particular MV similar to one of Taylor Swift's MV. I had forgotten which MV is it. o_o

Who you are

2011-06-13T20:30:00.006+08:00

Right, i have no idea what to rant about, so yes. I'll be writing a short introduction of myself, and followed by a 45 facts about myself!

Hi, my name is Yock Yen. Yeaaah. :B I am currently 15, and my big day falls on the 12th of March. I am in a Pure-Science (Triple Science, Double Maths) class, i am taking combined Humanities (Geography-Social Studies). I ain't poor, neither am i rich. I joke quite alot, but i have my limits. My first cyber friend is Jie Yi, and yes, we're still in contact! My weight is below 45kg, but it'll never hit 43kg and above. I am 1.55m tall. LOL. I love hugs! Lastly, i don't mind making new friends! In fact, i love making new friends! So, do you want to be my friend? :3

45 'BASIC' FACTS ABOUT ME:
#1. I am attached.
#2. I tend to be pessimistic at times.
#3. I love Amaths, because it's challenging. It's ironic, i know.
#4. I prefer hanging out in a small group rather than in a big group. Who knows if those who you're hanging out with dislikes you. Gee.
#5. I believe what i see.
#6. I do gossip at times.
#7. I am kinda revengeful at times, when i need to.
#8. I used to go gaga over KPOP.
#9. I am shy. I know it's quite impossible to tell, lol.
#10. I tend to keep conversations going. Well, it'd be awkward if it were to stop..
#11. I'd been blogging since 12, a total of 3 years.
#12. I was rather problematic in my freshmen year in Secondary school.
#13. I seldom explain myself when people makes false accusation of me. Well, i only explain to those whom i think it's worth having my time. :)
#14. I can be a total bitch.
#15. Most of the time, the first impression that strangers has of me is "Oh, she's weird."
#16. I laugh quite often.
#17. I love pastas!
#18. I own an iPhone and an iTouch.
#19. I weep over trival matters, and seldom weep over big issues.
#20. To be honest, i treat only 7 people as my besties.
#21. I used to believe in 11:11.
#22. I prefer chocolate-flavoured icecreams to other-flavoured icecreams.
#23. The very first online game i played was MapleStory.
#24. I have 2 AuditionSEA accounts. ~AHLUV~ (Back Up, level 28/29), -BANGBANG- (Freedom, level 14)
#25. I love camwhoring!
#26. I am a blogskinner (Purple-licious and Plastic!Romance)
#27. I tend to treat people whom don't even sees me as an accquaintance as my close friend.
#28. I believe in "Talks are cheap".
#29. I am aimming for St. Andrew's Junior College (SAJC), after which, National University of Singapore (NUS) :)
#30. I chose the Pure-Science combination because i find coursework a waste of time.
#31. I use heels because i'm short.
#32. I don't believe in "Forever" anymore.
#33. I am a huge fan of leilockheart!
#34. I'd been to 6 different countries before - M'sia, Hong Kong, Australia, Japan, Taiwan, Indonesia, Thailand.
#35. I'd been to Japan's and Australia's Universal Studios & Japan's DisneyLand. :)
#36. I adore Hello Kitty.
#37. I'd not lost any important objects (Phone, Ez-link card, wallet, etc.) in my life before.
#38. I can easily mislead people's thoughts, it's just the matter of if i want to or not.
#39. I hate it when people hates me for no reasons. My bad, "hate" is a strong word. -.-
#40. I love blogshopping!
#41. I find the blogger of TypicalBen hot.
#42. I am whatever you want me to be.
#43. I used to care alot about how people think of me! Booo.
#44. I adore Lee Taemin ALOT.
#45. I am still in the midst of learning how to use Photoshop.

Move Along

2011-06-11T14:16:00.004+08:00

Permed hair, nice uh? Lol.

Shit happens. I didn't want things to turn out this way either. I'm sorry.
Right now, i am loss of words. My mind's in a mess. I have no idea how to express my current thoughts and opinions out.
Each time after we get to fully settle down, new issues comes out of the blue. I.. Nevermind.

Maybe, it's me who's messing your life unknowingly right now.
I know that i suck. I'm truly sorry.

Say it again

2011-06-07T20:01:00.007+08:00

I'd decided to blog since i'd done something productive today. Hohoho.
So i went out with Jie Yi today! Yayyy. I missed her so much okay! Hoho, reunion finally. ♥

Okay, before i continue. Pleaseeee
Follow me up in Blogger
Follow me up in Twitter (!!)
Alright, thank you. :B

We met at TPY MRT Station at 12.30pm, hoho. But i was late as usual. We headed for Cineleisure and caught "Pirates of The Carribean (On Strange Tides)" at 1.30pm. The entire theatre was booked, and only 2 front seats were left. So, we had no choice but to select the 2 front seats. Trust me, it sucks. My neck was practically stiff after the movie. However, that movie is super hilarious and at the same time, it's adventurous too. Hehehe. :)
After which, we went to Bugis. We did our usual drills that is to window shop and walk about. HAHAHA. I spent really alot over there. Geez. @_@" And oh yeah! One of the staff from Etude House actually thought that Jie Yi and i are sisters! LOL. Uh huh! We took neoprints. :B

To sum up, today was rather productive. Also, it's kind of memorable. Heh.
Okay! I am going off now, i am super duper lethargic right now. Adios! ♥

Love me

2011-06-03T20:33:00.006+08:00

True friends are very hard to come by these days. It is easy for friends to come and go in and out of our lives so quickly. You will know when you have found a true friend; and when you do, love them and cherish them because those are the types of friend you would want in life. A true friend is one that can read your mind and thoughts like a book. They know when you are happy, sad, afraid, upset about certain things even without you having to tell them anything.

Let's just admit that we'd changed; somewhere between school ending and school starting. We have all gone in our own directions. Hearts were broken, friendships were fucked over. New loves started, and new people came into our lives. We no longer hangout with those that we thought we'd spend our lives with 'forever'. We no longer have heart-to-heart sessions, that's how much we had all changed.

--

Recently, i'd certain misunderstandings with my bestestestest friend. That was when the lack of trust and miscommunication came. Well, i can't say it's entirely an misunderstanding. Maybe it's just with ME, who knows? I just really want to confess the fact that i miss her alot, uh huh. Aww man. -__- Words are just failing me right now, i have no idea how to express this. But hey, i have shitloads of other photographs to upload, but it would take seriously a damn long time to upload and i look TOTALLY unglam. Wts.
I have no idea if she'll read this, but i want her to know that i miss her alot all this while, and uh. I can only pray hard that things will be back on the right track, and i wanna thank her for being there all these while.
Lastly, she's Callista and she's my bestfriend. ♥

Next to you

2011-06-01T12:12:00.007+08:00

Yay, Lithiumroses'd hit its 310th follower!

June holidays had finally approached us all! How have you guys been doing? Feelin' great because you guys can finally take a break from school? Uh huh, but that's not what and how i'm feeling. This 1 month break isn't like a break to me. In fact, it's the time when i must seriously buck up.

So now, i'm gonna rant my heart out, yes.

I love you. You frustrate the hell out of me. You make every worry disappear. You prove yourself insensitive. You make sure i know that you care. You've abandoned me when I needed you most. You've saved me from the worst nights of my life. You've made me cry for hours on end. You make me smile for days and days. You make me wish I had things I didn't. You help me appreciate what i have. You make me want to scream and punch a wall. You make me feel like i'm on top of the world. You make me ridiculously anxious. You make me obnoxiously happy. You show me real friendship. You've showed me what love is. You're my whole world. You're a complete dork. You're completely adorable. You know me better than anyone else ever could. You're my weakness. You make me so mad and then you make it better over and over again. You make me a better person. You changed my life for the better more than once. You give me not butterflies, but birds in my stomach. You make me want to run so far away i can't even see you as a dot in the distance. You make me want to jump into your arms and succumb to weakness. You make me want to make every second of your heartbreak and pain go away. You can make my whole day better with one simple word or smile. You're the most adorable person i've ever met. You're so funny. You help me realize i'm worth something. You help me get through the nights i feel like crying myself to sleep. You've always been here for me, even when i treated you like shit. You're the first to notice when i'm not okay. You're the one constantly telling me to smile when i'm sad, it helps the pain go away. You're the one that 85% of the songs on my iPod remind me of. You're constantly supporting me when i'm making healthy decisions, and encouraging me to make them when i'm not. You're the boy i can't stop thinking about. You're the boy who's constantly crossing my mind. You're the one who shows up in my dreams. And you know what? Despite everything we’ve been through - I love you, ♥.

Smile

2011-05-28T02:02:00.006+08:00

Yeah baby, i'd started off this update by uploading a video of SHINee! Just take a look at Taemin, he's lovely. 8D Taemin oppa, saranghae. ♥

I didn't attend for school yesterday because it was Parents-Teachers-Meeting (PTM). I was pretty much glad that Mr Rick didn't badmouth me, hoho. On the other hand, Mrs Ong had practically ruined my day, uh huh. -.- She told my mum not to allow me to drop Biology because it was still early to judge. I hate Biology, especially when it's pure. Argh.

Anyway, i'd went to Bugis with my mum for the Mega Sales today! Woohoo. I love Topshop, i swear okay! HAHA. I'd spent like over $200+ there. I'd bought a pair of highwaist shorts, a few jersey tees. Tada, i'm only gonna show a few! Okay, make it 2. :D

Mine is not in white, mine is light brown. Heh.
Technically speaking, my mum and i had spent over $400 today. Gee. Hehe. Just a short update today, sorry people!

I shall end my blog entry with a few pictures. LOL.

Bye people. xD Have a great holiday ahead ~

I never told you

2011-05-22T00:52:00.005+08:00

I'd come to this stage where i just wanna scream, cry, fight, and try. But all i can do is to smile and hide the pain inside. I just don't know who to entrust my trust with, nobody is able to give me the intuition that they can indeed be trusted. Well, that explains why i only trust 5 people.
Many things had happened recently.. My best friends and including my boyfriend had been mentally tortured because they know i am not fine. They ensured me that things will go right someday, and i just can't seem to explain to them fully what's in my god damn mind. That's when my indecisive moment got the better of me. I composed a text and then delete it, write it all over again, stared at it, and then never send it. The reason why i keep things to myself is mainly because of my heart not being able to accept what people have to reply and all. That's the only way for me to avoid many problems.. I know i shouldn't be a coward.
I have got nowhere to rant, i feel horrible and extremely vulnerable. Ironically, if i was happy at all times, i'll never be able to appreciate life. That's because sometimes we need to miss things in order to realize how valuable and essential it is. If i was happy all the time, i'd not be truly happy.

I need a hug. :(

Sometimes, i just wonder while i'm daydreaming.. When will all these nonsensical thoughts of mine come to an end. I can take it no more, not anymore..
Sorry readers! Pardon me for updating my blog with such negative post. I just need somewhere to rant.

If there ever comes a day when we can't be together, keep me in your heart.. I'll be there forever.

Just a kiss

2011-05-17T20:13:00.002+08:00

LOL. OMG. *FANGIRL'S SCREAMMMM*

It's our AWESOME SHINee! They are back, and now, even with their new stylish hairstyles! HAHAHAHHA.

Just look at how much my Taemin had grown in this new teaser for 'Replay' (in Japanese version) as compared to the Korean version of 'Replay', really.

So yes, hi! I am back with a new update, uh huh. I walk my talk yo! HAHA. I am sorry for being unable to update this dead site of mine yesterday. Well, everyone knows that my boyfriend comes first! LOL, in another words, i spent my entire Monday with him! HAHA. So yeah, that's all for Monday.
As for today, Tuesday, i spent quality time with my family! Morning wasn't as glorious as i had an argument with my mum. I'm sorry, mum. My day was rather well-spent today! I had my lunch at a Roti-Prata shop over at Thomson Road. After which, i paid a visit to the Botanic Gardens in the afternoon when the Sun is bloody hell hot! And yes, obviously, i sweated alot - A great workout indeed because we walked more than 4km. -.-" Late in the evening, my parents drove both my brother and i to Suntec where we had our dinner at Astons! They have fabulous service and food! Hohoho, i would strongly recommend you guys to patronize Astons someday!

Uh huh, Mid-Year Examinations are over, and i'll be receiving back all my results tomorrow! I'm afraid, and yet at the same time, i am excited even though i know what and how the outcome would be like. I hope that it wouldn't be what i'm expecting right now, argh.

Last gif before i get my ass off my chair and hit for the showers!

Uh huh! It's SHINee, again! LOL.
Just so you know, i'll be changing my blog layout soon! So stay tune alright! I'm going off now! Bye!

Alligator sky

2011-05-14T10:19:00.011+08:00

► Re-edited this post at 5.21PM
Uh huh. I'm going to update my blog for the second time today. So yeah, i'd been seeing all sorts of '*blahblah*roses' (For example, plasticr-oses, sprinkleroses and alot more others), '*blahblah*youdown' (Crushyoudown, etc.) & '*blahblah*romance' (Plasticromance - WHICH IS EXACTLY LIKE MINE, uh huh) following me up either in Tumblr or Twitter. I'm here today with no hidden agendas. I am gonna voice my thoughts out, uh huh. This is an open society, so i don't see any reasons why i can't voice my thoughts out.

So yeah, i don't care whether you guys are copying my ideas or whatsoever, but look. Don't do things overboard. I'd caught some assholes red-handed using my pictures and all. I am just like all of you, i've got my limits too.

The words are inverted. :(

I am pretty much sure that you guys would go like "Oh, so Yock Yen is finally updating her blog again." Like uh huh. Well, not all i would say, but majority of you. Haha. So yeah, my Mid-Year Examinations ain't round the corner because it'd already come to an end. Hoho. :D
Just a side note,
I'll be blogging more during June!
Twice or thrice weekly! Stay tune ya!

I shall share some things with you guys since i'd not been blogging for a long time! Haha, so yes!
Firstly, MYE was manageable. Uh huh, except for Biology paper. :( Surprisingly, I find Amaths and Physics paper manageable! HAHAH. I rock! \m/
Secondly, I'd celebrated our first monthsary with my dearest boyfriend yesterday! It was a belated one though. HAHA. I had plenty of fun last night! Okay, I shall talk about that later in the post! So stay tune!
Thirdly, i'd finally unprivate my tweets! So yes, hun'! Follow me up please! I am carving for more followers right now!
FOLLOW ME @ TWITTER.
Also, do entertain me by spamming me hell lots of questions in Formspring yo! :P
CLEAR YOUR DOUBTS OVER HERE!
To add on, I hope I can hit my 350th follower for Lithiumroses by the end of next week! Honestly, i am very interested in blogging again. HAHAH.
FOLLOW LITHIUMROSES ON BLOGGER!
Lastly, follow me up on my Tumblr too! LOL. HAHA, i know i am demanding. Oh well, what to do? I'm born this way! HAHA.
FOLLOW INYOURDREAMS ON TUMBLR!

So yes! Where were we? Oh yeah, let's talk about how did my boyfriend, Ronald and i celebrated our first monthsary yesterday! HAHA.
Yes, he is the craziest boyfriend ever. He planned everything, it was meant to be a surprise. Unfortunately, it started raining cats and dogs. -.-" So it's okay, we didn't went for any outdoor activities. Maybe, JUST MAYBE it's due to Friday the 13th. HAHAH. Instead, we went to 313. Initially, we intended to go to Cineleisure, but it was raining like nobody's business. Damn. So yes, we headed for Bugis. Well, who don't know that Singapore is sooooo tiny that we can 'conquer' it within 3 days. Gee. So whatever, i have no idea what to blog about anymore. I shall post the neoprints that i took with my boyfriend first. :P

So yes, later on in the evening, i went to his house. His plan failed a lil' but still, i smiled like a fag and that has made my day! HAHA. After which, he cooked dinner for me too. Not forgetting the fun i had with his sister while instigating to his best friend, Sean. HAHA. To sum up, my day went off well, and i love that particular day alot.

I love you, boyfriend. ♥
Only you're able to see tears behind my smiles, read me almost like a bible, know my actual mood, think of all sorts of nonsensical methods just to make me smile, and alot more.

I shall end here yo. Bye guys! Stay tune to my next blog update, it might be tomorrow? Who knows. But rest assured, it'll be done latest by Friday! Adios!

Let's get it started

2011-04-21T19:52:00.005+08:00

This is plain awesome, i'd been inactive in Blogger and yet, the number of my followers increased drastically. (Y) :D

So yeah, it's kinda disappointing to learn the fact that my dance mates and i had achieved Silver for SYF. And yes, we participated for our SYF yesterday (20/04/11) over at NUS (University Cultural Centre - UCC). Hahaha.

Feautring the seniors. :D

Yay, juniors.

So anyway, today is a relatively good day. I am glad that i'd passed most of my recent class tests, except for Geography. Gee. I failed by 1 mark. :( !!
But still, that didn't affect me, i still went out to play today. Muhahaha. I watched 'Rio' with the awesome people - Kelvin, Angeline, Melanie and Yi Zhen. HAHAHA. And yes, i took neoprints with Melanie too. :P

♥♥♥

Thought you should know

2011-04-10T17:27:00.007+08:00

M.I.A
I need time alone, haha. I will be back soon though. It's just that i don't have the time to update my blog now.
My life is all about SYF, Remedials, Homeworks, Tuitions, BOYFRIEND (!). :P

And hey, thank you for all the 'Last long, babe! <3'. I will last long with *ahem*. :P No worries, HAHAHA.

And just so you know, Speech Day was awesome. :)

Yelena and i. Hohoho.

Preparation.

That's when we're all done with our make ups, haha.
My eyes are huge, for once. :D

#1 - MY LOVELY SENIORS AND JUNIORS.

#2 - MY LOVELY SENIORS AND JUNIORS.

While waiting for our turn to perform, hoho.

Camwhoring while waiting patiently to perform, hohoho.

Yay, performance ended!

Finale ended, all of the performers. :3

One last shot before all of us remove our make ups. :D

Flirtatious or just sociable

2011-04-03T13:06:00.006+08:00

Follow Bangyoudown on Twitter!

And all of a sudden, i feel insecure within - Terribly insecure.
This week had been a blast. I'd a great time laughing like some fags over nonsensical things. At the same time, i'd pondered over some oh-so-'old' issues.

I learned something essential the other night, when i was literally weeping over the same old issues. I don't understand how

you are able to smile all day long, and cry yourself to sleep.

pictures can never change but the people in them do.

your best friends can turn into the worst enemies.

your worst enemies can turn into your best friends.

'forever' turns into a few short months, that you'd do anything or everything just to get it back.

you are able to let go of certain things in life which you'd once declared that you're not able to live without.

people make promises, despite knowing how common is it for promises to be broken.

people can erase you from their lives just because it's easier than working things out.

Sometimes, we shouldn't try to stop everything from happening just because things might not turn out as what we expected it to be. It's perfectly alright to feel awkward at times. It's even normal to be vulnerable right before the crowd. All of these are necessary because it's all part of us getting to the next part of ourselves - The next day.

Nobody but you

2011-03-26T20:10:00.009+08:00

This entire week had been both a challenging and a hectic one. I am seriously deprived of sleep. I've only got 3-5 hours of sleep daily during weekdays. -.- I've got no idea how long more can I hold on to everything. I just need an explanation for certain things. I can't really be bothered with many things now. I perfectly understand that shit happens almost all the time, and that's what strengthens us all - Our real self.

You. Yes, it's you. Stop flirting. Everyone had been telling me how many times you had been flirting with that particular person, it's countless times. You're just making me to simply hate you more. Fuck you. Also, I can't very much be bothered with you ANYMORE. Even though I like this guy (not that particular person) but I'd also NEVER once flirted with him. You're just reflecting your character to all.

Recently, some people (the foreigners) had told me how selfish Singaporeans are. I, as a Singaporean, feel shameful. Hmm? ....

Catch your wave

2011-03-20T17:07:00.004+08:00

Greetings to all! I am gon' have a short update today.
It's saddening to living up to the present. Uh, school reopens tomorrow. My resolution(s) for Term 2 are ...

Obtain minimum of C6 for AMaths, please please. :(

Be able to cope with all of my 8 subjects.

At least a Gold for the upcoming SYF in April.

The Speech Day perfomance to excel.

Meet my own expectations.

(via FYTaemin)
Say 'hi' to my boyfriend! :P It's obviously my dearest Taemin. I'd been blogging about this awesome cute guy for long. HAHAHAH. My bad.

I've got so many homeworks not completed. Woohooo. I'm gonna get reprimanded like a G6 by Mdm Choo tomorrow. Wish me luck! :P

Bleed

2011-03-17T19:03:00.006+08:00

Aww. I'll be having dance practice tomorrow, from 12.30pm all the way to 8.30pm. T_T FML.

My new FB picture. :D

Yay. I'd fun with Yelena and Natasha, over at Natasha's cribs yesterday! Welcome Yelena to my Geography project group! :3
So yeah, we did our Geography project yesterday. We met each other at Bishan Junction 8, as early as 10.30am. LOL. So sorry, but I'll not be uploading my groupwork. Hahaha. As usual, we slacked alot while making sure that we'll complete our project on the day itself.
Picture speaks a thousand and millions of words, so I shall stop here awhile!

After which, at 3pm, we made our lunch ourselves! We'd sandwich, waffles and even cocktail! Haha. I know we're still underage to consume cocktail, but hey! Do we look like we care? LOL. :p
Here's the entire process of our waffle-making! Yummyyyyy.

Pouring of flour. LOL.

Waffles maker.

Messy ingredients or rather utensils. LOL.

Time to add in egg! :P

Add in milk, before stirring!

Tada!

Oh yeah, we must also add in oil before stirring. LOL.

Mixing in progress. :P

Yay, gon' wait for our waffles to get cooked? :P

WAITING PATIENTLY.

The cute plate that we're using. LOL.

TADA!! THIS IS THE FIRST TIME THAT I AM ACTUALLY MAKING A WAFFLE MYSELF (WITH FRIENDS). LOL.

Yummy!

Tonight

2011-03-15T20:36:00.004+08:00

(via leilockheart)

Hi people, have you enjoyed these few days of break? I guess so. But i ain't that lucky as most of you. I'd classes to attend for yesterday and today. In fact, i'd CCA today, all the way until 5pm. :(

It feels so weird these days. It's like.. I'd grown up so much, in terms of mentality. It's difficult to trust fully, i've got no idea why. Hmm? It feels so awkward to be working with the people you dislike and yet, pretend that you're very much fond of them. Haha. Maybe that's life, isn't it? Recently, i don't even feel like gossiping anymore. Neither do i mention anything unpleasant to others. It's just so extremely weird. What exactly had happened to my old self.

Have you ever imagine how perfect my life would be, if we were together.
And yes, i'd gotten my iPhone 4. :)

MY 15TH BIRTHDAY

2011-03-12T00:25:00.062+08:00

Click on the image for a better view, massive spam! HAH

A big thanks to these following people for wishing me happy birthday:
Callista, Perry, Ronald, Edwin, Tianli, KuanYong, QingXiang, Yi Zhen, JingYing, AmandaTan, Samantha, Kesinee, Sarah, LiLing, Aaron, MingYee, Tissany, WeiSiang, Gladys, Sharon, Yongyi, JinHong, Cheyenne, Syukri, Lynn, Christabel, Eunice, JiaXuan, Edlyn, BoonCheng, Yazid, HsuanLin, Jham, AmandaLim, Ragani, Ramadhan, Bank, Rabail, Shan Hui, Kosum, Aven, CharmaineChua, Kerry, CassandraToh, Jos, Soon Kiat, Jeralyn, Ryn, JunJie, Amber, Dominic, Seven, PuiLing, YiJie, KimYan, YiCheng, SiHan, Jolie, Glenn, BradonWong, ChiYuan, TzerBin, KingLam, Jeremy, Naomi, Richo, Jaslyn, Jordan, Eunice, CharmaineYeo, NatashaTan, Rachel, Melody, Joanna, Will, HuiMin, Bernice, Najwa, AmandaChan, Ellen, DanielKoh, TingFong, Elin, Yenny, Vivian, Joel, Khloe, Lizhen, Kurtrina, Raffles, Ashu, Clarissa, YeanTyng, HuanKai, Joshua, YongChang, Fredion, Sheena, HweeLing, Hilda, CiXuan, Adrain, WeiLun, CalvinTan, Mavis, Jonathan, LiXuan, Amelia, Jackson, Sharon, Elizabeth, Plum, XiaoYan, Kimberly, BryanKoh, JocelynLok, Spencer, Affi, KianWee, MingFei, Audeline, ZhengXun, BryanLim, Veronica, MrTan, SuMin, NikkiGoh, Gina, Fithonah, Sheryl, ZiHui, Joochen, Crystal, XinYong, YaoWei, Nonie, Derek, Eileen, Grayson, Asthina, Lisa, HuiTing, XuanWee, GinaLim, JingQing, Menda, Nila, Dana, Su Hui, Tiffany, JocelynLee, Geraldine, Iqra, ChengWei, Dylan, Edmund, AndyChua, Chloe, Hilary, June, Siti, Stacy, ShawnHo, PeiQin, Jolene, Sherlyn, ShiLing, Sherman, Shermaine, YiWei, Joy, VanessaKoh, Dinah, Carolyn, NicoleTan, Brian, Dorothy, Amandy, Jarrett, Marcus, Patrick, CharmaineTan, ShiYing, BoonBin, AngelineLim, SuJing, Shirley, Gladwin, Jean, Yoyo, Kazey, WanJing, Kanchan, CherEe, ZoeyChin, XinHui, XinYing, Chanel, Willard, Vicki, Winnie, EnQi, Kent, Audrey, Esther, GraceTan, AmeliaPhua, Pearl, Naufal, NicoleSim, Surianty, GaoFeng, WeiTeck, Jerry, Adrian, Breanna, Angel, AngelineSim, Kelvin, Amabel, WaiYan, YuZhen, HuiYen, VivianTee, BryanWoon, Dorcas, Gigi, Amos, Shamay, Alison, JingWen, QianNong, Rachel, ChenCheng, PeiYi, WeyHerng, Yelena, HuiPing, Janani, Claire, YuHan, Stallon, Daniel, CaiXia, ClaudiaTan, WanChing, GladysLim, Rachael, Xinyi, Ashu, Ann, AmandaLoh, CaiYu, FangFang, Phyllis, Jasmine, JingYang, YaYu, Callie, William, Elisabeth & Plum.

A big thanks to those who gave me presents today:
Callista, Perry, Ronald, Melanie, Felicia, WeiLiang, YongChang, Joel, Jerry, Benedict, Adrian, KuanYong, KuanWei, Angeline, JinHong, Kelvin, Tian Li, Sarah, Natasha, DAD, MUM.

Indeed, i'd a blast today. ♥
I must thank the kite-flying gang and of course, my best friends. ♥ !
I'd 3 birthday cakes today!

I thought my day would be kinda dull today. But i was wrong. Callista, Perry and Ronald had a surprise for me. Honestly, i almost burst into tears when i saw Ronald coming towards me with a birthday cake. It was like, i met Callista at Somerset. Perry lied to me that he had tuition and might be late, so i was already like "Ahhh -_-" After which, Callista and i went around walking in 313, then headed for Centre Point. We were ushered to our sitting place. I was like "What the tooot" when i saw Perry sitting down there, like an asshole. LOL, jk. So it's like we settled down, and Ronald came in with a cake and was also singing the birthday song. LOL, i was utterly speechless then. I didn't know how to react, really. So yeah, we'd lunch at Aston. :)
After which, we caught a movie 'Big Mommas: Like Father Like Son'. Perry and i laughed like shit, LOL. Farewell to both Ronald and Perry at 5pm.

My best friends.

Next, Callista and i took cab to Marina Barrage. I was pleased to see Jerry, Chee Onn, Benedict, Wei Liang, Adrian, Tian Li, Yong Chang and Jin Hong there! HAHA. We waited about an hour or so for the arrival of Kelvin, Melanie, Ashu and Angeline. I must thank them for embarrassing me in the public by singing the birthday song SO LOUDLY in the public. Hmph, LOL. Kite-flying occurred. HAD TONS OF FUN. ♥ Picnic-ed too.

Jerry

Tian Li

All of them were having fun. :P

<3

Wei Liang is teaching me how to fly a kite, LOL.

Success. :P

YONG CHANG. LOL.

Teaching Tian Li! :P

Tian Li. <3

CAKE!

I was entirely embarrassed, 'caused they were all singing the birthday song happily away. LOL.

Kelvin and Melanie ^^

Opening the present!

My best friend.

My iTouch and mini speaker from Benedict!

Tian Li trying to kick Jerry. LOL.

Jerry and Adrian.

Candid group photo.

Jerry!

Joel's solo jump shot.

Unprepared. :P

Candid group photo.

GROUP PHOTO, FINALLY.

Dinner with Callista and Ronald.

Ronald's constipation face. LOOOOL.

Lastly, i also had a birthday party with my familyyyy. :D
IMMA GET AN IPHONE TOMORRRRROW. <3

Presents. :D

Presents. :D

Presents. :D

Cafe

2011-03-11T20:18:00.003+08:00

IT'S MY BIG DAY TOMORROW. TURNING A YEAR OLDER, OH NO.

I would like to thank those who was there for me during the darkest period of my life since 2010's MidYear and 2011. ♥
I would like to thank Sarah, Tianli and Natasha for giving me advanced birthday presents. ♥
And also, i would like to thank those who are going to spend my day with me. ♥
In addition, i would like to thank my mum too, for getting me a birthday cake from Swenses. ♥ :D
I would like to thank Perry, Jin Hong, Callista, Yi Zhen and etc. for asking me what do i desire for my birthday. LOL, it's random, but yeah. HAHAHHAHAA.

What are words

2011-03-06T22:10:00.004+08:00

Awesome! I've got 2 more followers, keke. \(^_^)/
So yeah, it's March, and 'suppose i should do a quiz about myself in the list of three? Haha! Anyway, i got the quiz from Jing Ying!

Three names you go by:

Yock Yen

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Three facts about yourself:

I am a hardcore fan of SHINee! ♥

I don't trust easily.

I've got the best friends on Earth. ♥

Three things that happened today.

I'd SYF Rehearsal at NUS (UCC).

I was slightly late for CCA.

I just called Perry a noob. LOL.

Three favorite songs right now:

Tonight by Big Bang

Boyfriend by Big Time Rush

Gone by Nelly feat Kelly Rowland

Three breakfast foods you enjoy:

Pancakes ♥

Cereals

Fruits

Three things on your current to-do list:

Wait patiently for my special day aka my birthday to arrive. ♥

GET MY BIRTHDAY PRESENTS, LOL.

Get an iPhone 4. Thanks dad, in advance of a week or 2. HAHHA.

Three colors you like:

Red ♥

Purple ♥

Yellow ♥

Three words you think others would use to describe you:

Hyper at the wrong time.

Crazy

Quiet

Three objects you can’t be without:

Oxygen ♥

Phone

Food

Three ways to win your heart:

Love me and accept me for who i am.

Good personality and attitude

Caring

Three favorite movies:

Step Up! ♥

Narnia! ♥

I Am Number Four

Three appetizers you enjoy:

Salads

Soup Of The Day

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Three places you’ve lived:

Singapore ♥

My apartment

My cousin's house. LOL.

Three important people in your life:

Family. ♥

Best friends. ♥

Friends. :)

Three things you want to say to three different people:

Dear you, quit being a bitch.

Dear you, just give up, will you?

Dear god, do grant my simple wish, please? ..

Three that made you happy today:

He texted me on his own accord. :P

Playing Rakion with my peers.

Had a sumptuous dinner with my family today. ♥

Three things you want to do before you die:

Live my freakin' life to the fullest.

Mend my regrets.

Something else. :P

Three favorite TV shows:

Dream High ♥

爱! ♥

Running Man ♥

Three home-cooked meals you enjoy:

Anything edible. :P

Three things the world would be better without:

That YOU. -.-

Terrorists

Global warming

Three of your guilty pleasures:

Bitchin' about you, always. But well, who cares. I was merely stating the bloody facts.

Disturbing my juniors. Haha.

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Three things you are afraid of:

Losing my loved ones.

Death

INSECTS, darn.

Three places you want to visit:

Korea, Seoul

Paris

Japan, again. Tokyo and Osaka preferrably.

Three things you do before you go to bed:

Pray for the better in life.

Check my phone for texts.

Play iTouch applications.

Three favorite books:

Little Prince

Chinese Cinderella

Animal Farm

Three types of deserts you enjoy:

YOGURT. ♥

Icecream!

Something icey and cold, haha.

Three crazy things you wouldn’t mind doing:

Saying "I love you" to random schoolmates. LOL.

Running around the school like a retard.

HUGGING MY BESTIES. ♥

Three things you like about yourself:

Loud? LOL.

Idiotic, when it comes to disturbing people. :P

Quite.. Confident in some areas?

Three things that you look for in a partner:

Integrity

Caring

AWESOME.

Three life lessons you’ve learned so far:

Love and live my life to the fullest.

Never trust, easily.

Be myself.

Three ways you bid farewell:

안녕 (Annyeong)

Byebye.

Byeeeeee.

So yeah, it shall and will be the last week of Term 1. Time really do fly. Uh, rest well and take care. Do enjoy this very last week of your Term 1 :D

Enchanted

2011-03-02T20:38:00.010+08:00

Sec' 3 (Level) camp was FAWESOME! MUHAHA. Omg, i'd enjoyed myself entirely. I gossiped with people, i crapped with people, i had new experiences and all. HAHAH. But one thing i hate most is when i applied plenty of sunblock, and i sweat. -.- Eeeeew.
Lastly, i love my friends. :D :D

Day 1: Reported to school like a normal school day, we met our facilitators. 3E1's facilitator was Jolly! She is a really pleasant girl. Haha, so yeah. We headed to Shine Outdoor or something to carry out our activities.
We went for canoeing, and had some Team Challenge games! It was really a productive day. :D

I love them, HAHHA. Friendly people, LOL.

Yelena, Rabail and Tian Li!

Sin Vin, Yi Zhen and Sarah. :D

Featuring my awesome Sec' 1 Science teacher, Mr Wong! He's one of the photographer for the camp. :D

JOLLY! :D
Our facilitator!

We played games to get to know Jolly better.

Tian Li and i running, was playing 'Husband and Wife (?)'. :o

KELVIN AND MELANIE! LOL.

Playin' in progress. :D

Joel and Charmaine!

At the camp site. :D

Tada, started with the briefing before getting on with our activities.

Gaming, uh huh. 'The loop'.

Plum and Jean-Yu! :D

3N2 playing the 'Moon Ball'. :D

Uh huh, still playing 'The Loop'.

Featuring the teachers participating in some of the high elements' activities.

MY BEST FRIENDS, I SWEAR.
Hurt them, and i'll break your neck.

Featuring 3E1, playing the 'Moon Ball'. :D

Featuring the teachers, working as a team. :D

High elements. :D

Teachers. HAHA.

Day 2: Reported to school as usual, without fail. We had games at school, all the way till noon. 03/03/11 is definitely a day worth remembering. Our class seemed so bonded, nothing can hold us down. Our teamwork rocks. Those encouragement that we gave each other was.. Fawesome? Perhaps, hah.
Was supposed to play some high elements today, however, it rained! Woohoo! LOL. I felt happy, i've got no idea why. Since it rained, we had some indoor games. It was fun. Fun/Happiness - It's created by ourselves.

Featuring Angeline and Jean-Yu. Awesome people!

Woohooo! THANKS MR RICK!

Mixture of both 3E1 and 3E2 guys. LOL. Failed jump shot!

It's Charmaine's turn for one of the class-bonding games. HAH.
The game when we entrust our life to our classmates.

All of us were getting ready!

Getting up.

SUCCESS! HAHAH.

BETHIA'S TURN! :D

Featuring the ready position!

HAHA. Hanbing got carried!

Left picture: Angeline's turn! :D
Right picture: Was making my way to Angeline's leg. LOL.

SUCCESS! :D

Time to cheer! :D

Sec' 3 cohort.

LOL, first activity of low element. I AM THE ONE IN PINK.
After which, it rained.

Esther's turn.

Day 3: Today was the particular day when we bid goodbye to our facilitators. In 3 days time, everything will be back to the reality and life shall goes on. Argh. Again, we'd some bonding games. Hahaha. Followed by the prize giving ceremony!
GOOD JOB 3E1'11 FOR OBTAINING THE 1ST IN POSITION FOR HAVING THE HIGHEST SCORES!
So anyway, i watched 'I am number four' with both my beloved Yi Zhen and Tian Li. We practically had a picnic in the theatre. LOL. HAHA. After which, i headed for Callista's house and BAM! We met Ronald and Perry at Newton MRT Station. Both that two idiotic guys were late. BOOOHOOO. :P Soon, we reached Great World and headed for Swirl Art with Amanda and Soon Kiat. We crapped and everything, had tons of fun! :D

Fight fight fight. LOL.
Perry and me!

Distributing the camp tees in progress.

Bloody gay PERRY! LOL.
"I don't friend you already." "NO PRESENT FOR YOU ALREADY." "No lah, you're my best friend. Everything makes sense. LOL."

Ronald's shirt.
FBI - Female Body Inspector. LOL.

Looking gay. LOL, jk.

Afterall, the camp was really worth my time going. I'd learnt alot. Also, 3E1 is more bonded now. Awesome shit right? HAHA.
I shall get my beauty sleep now. Bye!

Less than perfect

2011-03-01T22:38:00.006+08:00

I am lethargic, right. I shall post about today before getting my beauty sleep. :)
So how's life? Life's awesome, well, at least for today. Part of today, i meant. Some bitches are just all so fucked up. Forget it.

Today, i'd fun during the World Maths Day session - those type of fun which i'd been having for long. Initially, my highest score was 47, it went up to 49. After which, i obtained 50, followed by 53. And lastly, i reached a maximum point of 65, tremendous thanks to Yong Chang for helping me. HAHAHA. :D :D

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I can't promise you that i will definitely care for everything that is happening, for long. I am a human being, i've got feelings. I can take physical pains, but not mental ones. Do spare a thought for me. I miss you very much as a friend. I treasure our friendship wholeheartedly, and if you were to abuse the certain trust that i have for you. Then, thousands of apologies to you. You're out of my life, .. forever. Never will you be able to get back in to my life.
Lastly, stop being a hypocrite. Being nice and all infront of her, and you treated me practically like shit. I am TRULY AWARE that you are super envious of the type of friendship and closeness i have with all my loved ones in school. But, least have some self-discipline, and quit being such a slut to me behind all others' backs.

Whatever it is, i will be away for my Sec' 3 level camp starting from tomorrow.
Away from 4th March to 6th March.
I hope the camp, will be a fun and memorable one.

Happily ever after

2011-02-27T22:20:00.002+08:00

I felt all so stressed up today.
I feel shag. I feel like giving up. I feel like persevering till the end. I feel like slowing down the steps that i'm taking right now. I feel like stopping everything.

Uh, whatever. Anyway, i'd spent my day with my bestestestestestest friend today! You're definitely right, it's Callista! ♥ Whoever whom don't know who the hell my best friend is, is really ... Only my acquaintance. Ahha.
Right, so i spent nearly $70 today? ._. I bought this and that, i ate this and that. Argh, i really do hate myself for not being able to resist all the temptations. :|

And you're soooo right! LOL, both Callista and i had went over to Cineleisure to take neoprints today. As compared to all of our neoprints, .. The one that we took today, is the most cui one. Uh, if you get what i mean. HAHA.
Take a looook at our neoprintz. :B

Grenade

2011-02-26T22:44:00.007+08:00

Haha, yes yes. My Common Test are finally over. That explains my eye bags and panda eyes. I'd been sleeping at 2AM recently. And was left with no choice but to wake up at 4.30AM to revise my work.

In addition, i'd submitted a batch of banners to TTVS this morning. Just so you know, i was bored.
Here are some teasers.

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So how's life, folks? I'd been through unexpected situations this entire week.
I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.

Also, i'd learnt that not all can be trusted. Well, i used to say 'nobody can be trusted.'. However, i was proved wrong.
I'd learnt that the difficulties that we encounter, be it daily, weekly, or even monthly, it'll toughen us. It'd show us the ugly side of things, things that we ought to know, so as to be able to survive in this realistic society. That's exactly how we become stronger, isn't it?
I'd learnt that crying and pondering over unpleasant happenings is wolly useless. Don't cry because it happened. Smile because it happened. Well, if you get what i am i trying to imply to.. Then, good for you. :)

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Big Bang's comeback! ♥
Those hot, sexy, awesome, talented, capable people are back on track.

I feel so weird not studying. Am i insane? I guess so. Furthermore, Common Test had just passed. Argh, i am mentally disturbed by the awfully terrible results that i'll obtain.
Right, enjoy your day. Bye.

Bleeding love

2011-02-24T15:43:00.004+08:00

F.M.L
Fuck my life, hard.

Today is the unluckiest day of my almost 15 years living on Earth. Positive, I am bloggin' through my iTouch.
I'd fucking screwed up my Social Studies and Geography paper. My papers ended less than an hour ago. I am fucking vexed right now.
And yes, again, I failed my AMaths test. I'd never once passed it. I am literally on the verge of breaking down terribly.

Should I drop Biology (Pure)? ...
I can't cope with my studies anymore. It's ALL killing me when it comes to exam.
I burnt the midnight oil studying all the way till 1-2AM and woke up at 4-5AM just to revise what I'd learnt. If you were to say this isn't enough, put yourself in my shoes and give it a thought.

Hit the lights

2011-02-18T20:47:00.005+08:00

Away from 18th Feb - 25th Feb

First and foremost, Happy 1000th SHINee Day! ♥♥♥
Just so you know, i'd finally got both Chemistry and AMaths tuition! And i love both my tutors! They rock the socks. :P
And sorry to say, i'll not be updating my blog for an entire week, for, i'll be having CA1 (Common Test 1). Haha, wish me luck okay! Formspring me, to send me your wishes! ♥

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(via notcharita)

This bloody .. video is really ... Argh. Don't watch it if you can't handle the mental disturbance.

Born this way

2011-02-15T15:54:00.004+08:00

The Learning Journey for our Total Defence Day, to the Land Transport Authority (LTA) was great. I am really lazy and exhausted to type anything. For now, pictures shall help me to explain it all.

Featuring Joel, my dearest brother. :P
He's shorter than me. HAHAHAHAHAHA. NOT. D:

Dear Callista, everything will be back on track, and going on smoothly again. Cheer up soon, bear in mind that Felicia and i will always be there for you. ♥
Dear you, I love my best friends dearly, and if you were to get hold of all of them, I shall and will salute you with my middle finger someday.

Thanks wife, for the pocky. ♥

Land Transport Authority (LTA)

The fake MRT door.

Featuring a trishaw, that was frequently used in the olden days.

Cher Ee's driving! LOL.

Vocational licences.

Licences tags.

A view of the MRT tracks.

My mum, Tianli! ♥

My son, Cher Ee! :D

MRT Train. :)

Angeline and Affi, the friendly people!

My son, HAHAHA.

Authorized licences.

A bunch of 3E1 and 3E3 pupils listening attentively.

Featuring Jean-Yu. She's a really helpful and pleasant girl! :)

After which, while waiting for the arrival of the bus, we got bored. And so, we camwhored.

Charmaine! :D

Mini ERP clock. :D

Tianli had suggested to take a picture of our shows. HAHA. Mine is obviously the shoe from Cotton On, while Tianli's one is from All Star. :B

Melanie's back view. :B

This are Jean-Yu, Bethia and Plum, respectively (From left to right).

My awesome girlfriends! ♥

Looks wrong, i know. LOL. Tianli was hugging me.

Rabail, CaiYu and Melanie respectively (From left to right).

A pen as a gift, from LTA.

Jean-Yu!

This is the cookies that she shared with us, yummy.

After we got back to school, we were asked to hand up our worksheet. Most, almost all of us, were like "SHIT. I NEVER DO LEH. DIE LIAO LEH."

We were all busy sharing answers, and copying answer. :D

OUR AWESOME FORM TEACHER.

After we'd all handed up our worksheet, we (Sarah, Yizhen, Callista, Jaslyn and i) went to a nearby food court to have lunch. :D
It was supposed to be awesome and all, ONLY UNTIL an old lady fell infront of us and her forehead went bleeding. WE WERE ALL DUMBFOUNDED AND FLABBERGASTED. We lost our appetite. But still, we had our lunch. ._.

Yi Zhen! ♥

Sarah! ♥

HAHA. I was 'inside' Yizhen's iTouch. :B

Callista. ♥♥♥ :B

We had baked rice for lunch. :B

Hello

2011-02-14T19:20:00.004+08:00

Image inspirations from Yaz. ;)
*Winkz. I dated Taemin today. ^w^ Believe it or not, it's your choice. HAHA. Obviously, i was joking.
I 'dated' my brother instead of Callista *Spams sad face* today! HAHA. We made our way to Takashimaya after my Biology class ended. People like my juniors, and some other schoolmates thought that my brother was actually my boyfriend! Omg. Do we look wolly different? Argh. :|

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From left to right: Felicia, Callista, Natasha, Menda, Sarah & Cai Xia.
Thank you for your gifts!

A really sweet note from my beloved Sarah!

Aww! Callista gave me an insignificant note. HAHAH.
She didn't wrote a love letter for me. Booo. xD

My girlfriends had all made my day well! They started my day well, i meant. I reached school, receiving presents from both Natasha and Callista. I love both of their goodies, they taste awfully awesome. ♥ Pardon me, please don't get mistaken. I am aware that there's two meanings to 'awfully'. However, what i meant was in a good way.
I was entirely flabbergasted upon receiving a really cute gift from Cai Xia. Yes, she's my junior. Omg! ♥ As expected, i knew Felicia would give me a soft toy, and yes, i was right. HAHA. ♥ I was also startled when Menda gave me a small lil' gift! Thanks ya. ♥ :D What disappointed me most, was learning the fact that Melanie had forgotten to bring my gift along. BOOOO! HAHA. It's alright though! :P

Alright, i shall go off now. I ought to stop slacking and get my revision started like N-O-W. BYE!
Last but not least, i would like to thank the 3 new followers who'd followed me up in Blogger!

High high

2011-02-13T15:15:00.011+08:00

Yes, you're so so so so right. I am under god damn hell lots of stress - Triple Science + Double Maths, CCA (SYF). Guess what? You're right again. I am doing badly for almost all of my subjects now. ^w^
I am aware that all of these issues are slowly subsiding as days passes. I hope so, though..

Let's not talk about saddening topics. Heh. Let's see...

It's Valentines' Day tomorrow. Taemin + G-Dragon + Key, will you please be my Valentine? *SMILES WIDELY* LOL.

Callista will get so mad upon reading what i'd wrote. HAHA. Well, she's my Valentine tomorrow. :P Also, i can't stop thinking of what goodies will Sarah, Melanie and Felicia, be giving me tomorrow! Woohooo. I love them okay!
On a side note, should i make an effort to go all the way to Potong Pasir MRT Station to meet Pui Ling tomorrow? HAHA. I wanna meet her! Well, i wanna see how she'd laugh like how she laughed over the phone the other time - Evil laughter. LOL. HAHAHA. She said she'd give me chocolates. *Yummy, drools* HAHA. Who doesn't like eating chocolates? Tell me about it! MUHAHAHAHA.

Haha, *winks* I am starting to like English-pop, again. :D

Price tag

2011-02-11T22:55:00.004+08:00

Featuring Kim Kibum, i am starting to idolize him. Omg, he looks so fabulously attractive, especially when he's singing 'Tik Tok' by Ke$ha. I am truly mesmerized by him. HAHA.

It's Friday, again! HAHA. I'd been waiting for Friday's arrival even though i'd still have to self-study and all, on the upcoming fateful weekends. Urgh. But whatever it is, there's a freaking shocking news.
I scored:

A1 for English

E8 for AMaths
Maybe it's just with me, i am too professional to obtain an E8 for AMaths, honestly. :)

Compare these two pictures, did i really changed? ..
It feels good to be clear conscience and not lie. Thank you Bryan, Callista and Jing Ying, for the 'another' mission. LOL.
I've been through madly ALOT this week. I hope things will turn out for the better, soon. But whatever it is, i am still truly contented with life.

On the floor

2011-02-06T17:24:00.006+08:00

I shall blog about the happenings of the previous day! Aww, i love the way i spend this entire week. I mean, even though i was shagged and all, but i spent my time constructively and all.

Okay, so yeah. Tian Li, Yi Zhen, Angeline, Felicia, Callista and i went to Sarah's house yesterday. HAHA, we got invited. :P Both Callista and i were late, apparently. LOL. So were Angeline and Felicia, hohoho. Only Tian Li and Yi Zhen arrived on time.
Alright, time for pictures - They can explain better!

We were bored while waiting for Felicia's arrival. D:<

I love them all. HAHA.

Hungry Angeline, hohohoho.

While making our way to the bus interchange.

Still making our way to Sarah's house. LOL.

At the corridor of others' house. HAHA.

Thank you, Sarah! For the drinks. HAHA. ♥♥♥

I LOVE THEM, REALLY. ♥♥♥

My lovely lil' sisters! ♥♥♥

After a short period of slacking time, we had our sumptuous lunch. Hehehe.

Featuring one of the ingredients

AIGOO. CALLISTA IS WAITING FOR PEOPLE TO SERVE HER. LOL.

The yummy mushroom cooked by Sarah's maid!

Number 1 cook. LOL.

Number 2 cook. LOL.

*CAUGHT* Everybody was helping out, except for Tian Li. LOLOL. She's happily eating the seaweed away. LOL.

Hurhur, both the slackers! Waiting to be served. :P

Sarah's maid helping out too.

Featuring the end product! 8D

Yay, each of us got a bowl of rice. LOLOL, obviously.

While trying to finish our food, funny situations happened. LOL. Felicia spilled a cup of coke on Yi Zhen. LOL. We were all like "OMG" back then, but to think of it now, it's hilarious! HAHAHA. And yes, we camwhored too, while eating!

After we had got our stomachs filled, we camwhored, LIKE DUH. :D

I love this picture. ♥

I love this picture too. ♥

Second round of food for Sarah and Angeline. HAHA.

End product. :P

I love her.

I love them.

Watching (Animated) Mr Bean, while Sarah and Tianli was figuring out how to play the Monopoly.

GOODIES. HAHA.

My god, this is the tastiest cookie EVER. I swear.

LALALA, we got bored, and camwhored.

Monopoly, HAHA.

MUHAHA. They were playing Monopoly, while Yi Zhen, Felicia and me were playing Wii.

Vigorous Yizhen, but not as vigorous as me. LOLOL.

Hoho, my turn.

I laughed my ass off when i see Tianli playing. LOL.

Watching them play Wii. HAHA.

LOL, who's the pro?! Yeah, it's me. LOL, just joking.

Angelineeee!

My god caaaan. Sarah is so god-damn pro! She upgraded to the 18th position all the way from the 38th position.

HAHAH. Red ass = No more energy. LOL.

TADA! Good job to all. LOL.

HAHA. I was bored. :P

Yay, i love Tianli!

Time for XBOX. :3

The mess that we created. Woohoo.

LOL! Angeline and Felicia gambling. TSKTSK.

ANGELINE'S FREAKING LV WALLET. D:

ONE LAST GROUP PHOTO. ♥

After which, Felicia, Callista and i left early. We headed for Bugis. :D

Yay. Not yet edited. And yes, these are neoprints. :D

After we took these awesome neoprints, i rushed over to Toa Payoh at 5pm to meet my parents for lunch. Tsktsk. :3

One time

2011-02-04T22:13:00.005+08:00

*SCREAMS* I've got 250 followers! OMG. :D
Alsoalsoalso, i'd fun in Callista's house. Omg. LOL. So here's a person recount of what happened today.

As usual, i woke up at 11am, and played an awesome online gaming 'Rakion' all the way until 2pm. Entertained and had lunch with my aunt and uncle since they came to pay my family a visit.
After which, my dad fetched me to Bishan at 3.45pm. Thanks dad! ♥ That's where i met Felicia up! Headed for Callista's house at 4.15pm or something, was TOTALLY shocked to see Thaksin and co. in the train. LOL.

Had dinner and all at Callista's house. I truly believe that picture can explain a situation more, yes? HAHA, so yeah, infer what we did over at Callista's house by viewing these awesome pictures uploaded! Train your Souce-Based Questions skills now! LOL.
Lastly, i can't believe that we (Krisma, Felicia, Menda & me) were all screaming for our idols while watching 2010 KBS Music Festival. LOL.

My best friends. ♥
They had never once failed to be by my side whenever i am down.

Callista and her hot mum preparing the food for steamboat!

Random-valued red packets! Only 5 of the red packets has got $10. HAHAHAH.

LOL @ Muhd and Syuk for fearing the dog.

Gonna take red packets!

Menda!

Dimpal! LOL.

Steamboatttt. Ernest and Calvin eating. *Om nom nom*

GROUP PHOTOOOO. :D

Featuring (from left to right) Melaine, Callista, yours truly, Menda and Felicia. ♥

My bestestestest friend. ♥♥♥

Melanie, MY GOOD FRIEND. ♥♥♥

Felicia, my best friend. ♥

The awesome people. ♥

AND OH YEAH, the story of 'Callista and Yock Yen' continues! Directed by Melanie. LOL.

Yay, we got married!

Featuring our home!!

OUR ROOM. :D

LOL, Callista 'watching' porn.

Yock Yen found out, OMG. :(
STORY TO BE CONTINUED, SOON. LOL.

At 8pm, we headed for Velo City, and we had chocolate fondue over at Haagen Dazs. Before that, we went to Cotton On! :D

I LOVE THAT PAIR OF HEELS. SHIT.

Yummy right, LOL.

A total amount of $49.40. Expensive, bodoh.

LOL, camwhored after we filled our stomachs.

Making our way back to Callista's house.

Photograph taken while waiting for the lift to arrival at the 34th storey.

Yay, i'd been really outgoing these days. Wohoooo. :D

Temptation

2011-02-02T17:40:00.009+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL! ♥

Omgomgomg! I love today! ♥ HAHA.
Even though i ain't feeling well and the school performance wasn't as... expected to be done that poorly, but my dearest wifey, Callista, still made my day perfectly! HAHA. Right after school, she headed to my house. We departed from my house, to her house at 11am, hehe. I had my lunch at her house, after which, we headed for City Hall to meet one of our suppliers. OMG, I LOVE MY SHINEE CALENDAR. LOL. FUCK YEAH. Thankew wife, for this calendar. ♥♥♥

As usual, we went to Bugis, after we met up with our supplier. MUHAHAHAHA. AND YES, AGAIN, WE TOOK NEOPRINTS! :D :D
P/S: I am always on the right hand side, in the pictures below. :D

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LOL, so many liked my comment for this video.

Uncharted

2011-02-01T12:48:00.002+08:00

Annyeong, i didn't attend school today. You know why? Well, the reason is indeed super obvious. I had cough and fever. D: Ahhh. Surely, i'd missed out alot of things in school today. But whatever it is, i just hope that i'll recover before Thursday. :|

Oh oh oh, i found this. :> *Points down*
You can draw whatever you want there. HAHAH.

What's my name

2011-01-30T10:18:00.006+08:00

I ain't feeling well. I just feel like dying instantly, my throat is killing me. Everything seems bleak. Anyway, 'Nobody' sang by Miss A is truly pleasant hearing. >:)

Chinese New Year is approaching us in less than a week, and i fell sick. How awesome is that, really. I'd been stressing myself up these days. Argh. Tests, tests, tests. We don't have lil' Albert Einstein in ourselves. Dear teachers, please bear that in mind. I need to relieve my stress, ah. But whatever it is, i am gonna meet Jing Ying later, hahaha! ♥♥♥

Anyway, i envy those who went for SHINee's concert. :(

2011-01-28T18:38:00.003+08:00

I am truly drained out. My life spent during this particular week is acrimonious. I'd been sitting for test everyday of this week, including today. So generally, i resemble some bibliophile. Argh. :(
I need to relieve my stress. Ah ah ah.

So it's like .. We had Chemistry and Physics test on Monday. Both the test killed me instantly. I 'died' tragically that day. :| But well, you know what happened? HAHA, i passed my Physics with a high A1 when i expected a F9. LOL.
On Tuesday, i sat for my Mother Tongue test. I'll be looking forward to get back the paper. It's weird, i've got the feeling that i'd get a distinction. Hmm..
Okay, i can't recall the test which i sat for on Wednesday. But i do remember the test which i sat for yesterday, and it's EMaths. I broke down immediately after Mdm Choo, my EMaths teacher left my class. Well, i cried not because i was afraid to fail the test, it was just that i didn't have the time to complete the test. What's more! I left 15-17 marks BLANK. Totally BLANK. Argh, infuriating isn't it? But it's okay, i expected for a F9, but i obtained a D7. Uh, i had still failed the test, but ya, whatever.
On the other hand, i had Geography test today. I was lucky, HAHA. I memorized the correct things. Woohoooo. Hence, i find that test simple! *Smiles widely*

Featuring my class' noticeboard at the back of the class. HAHA. I like it very much, 'cause everyone had put in their efforts to decorate the class. HAHA.

Here's some others pictures that was taken while we were decorating our class!

YAY, this is our awesome-est form teacher, Mr. Rick! :P

If only

2011-01-23T12:50:00.005+08:00

It hurts when you see the one you love with somebody else, but still you keep on staring

I met Jing Ying today! ♥♥♥
Nope, she ain't ugly, not at all. She's pretty, and i mean what i say.

And yes, the reason that i met her up was mainly to get my contact lens and also to make payment. HAHA. I like my contact lens very much. But sadly, i've got freakin' no idea how to insert it into my eyes, my god. :( It's truly saddening, i'd tried inserting it into my eyes for an hour. After which, i gave up 'cause it's going no where. No where, and i mean it. I know that you guys wanna take a look at my contact lens. HAHA. Alright, just scroll down to look at it, okay? :P

And something funny happened today. LOL. I was supposed to meet one of my customers at TPY MRT Station at 9.40am. Surprisingly, all my customers are always earlier than me. LOL. So it was like she was also wearing a hotpink tee and black shorts, i looked at her with the "Wow" face 'cause i was wearing the same colour combination too. LOL. I didn't know that she was my customer, so i met Jing Ying first. So it was like, she stood beside us when Jing Ying and i were both making payments and passing me my lens. HAHA.
After Jing Ying left, i texted my customer. While typing my message, i looked at her, and she looked at me. LOL. Then we were like giving hints "You're Xiao Yan?" "You're Yock Yen?". LOL. After which, we approached each other.

Alright, time to look at my lens! :P

Pretty right, i meant the colour. Hahaha. It's cheap. :P If you wanna get contact lens, please support my blogshop, 'cause it's selling at a super cheap rate. So why wait, grab it now! :D To enter my blogshop, click here! :D

Visual dream

2011-01-21T18:09:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, people tends to think that i am complicated. Yes, i don't deny that i am complicated, 'cause i am only 'complicated' in your impression. Be it the good or the bad things i do, people will just add some unnecessary comments to it. Don't you find yourself like .. Super free? Uh.
By gossiping especially to people whom are bigmouthed, don't you think you're an idiot? Don't you ever feel guilty for seeking for revenge? Forgive and forget, hun.

Whatever it is, i like the 3E1's class-photo taking session in the school field, earlier on! HAHA. There's lots more for you to view at my latest Facebook photo album! :D

No offence, but i think that SNSD's new song suck.

Her whisper is the lucifer

2011-01-16T00:25:00.010+08:00

15th January 2011 is seriously a memorable day for me. I hadn't been laughing my heart out for almost a year. I'd like to thank Callista, Yelena, Angeline, Melanie and Kelvin for making my day! HAHA.

So, my day started off by first rushing to complete all of my homeworks. Cool isn't it? But i didn't managed to complete all, for, i catch no balls for EMaths. :(
After which, i met up with my best friend aka Callista, at Bugis, around 4pm. We spent our time walking around aimlessly and taking neoprints! HAHA. As expected, i know. :P

Here's my favourite pictures. :P

While we were walking aimlessly in Bugis Junction, there's this idiotic gay, he asked us for donation. $10, like fuck. ._. I wasted my money. Fucking hell dey. Argh!
Rushed over to Dhoby Ghaut to meet Angeline, Yelena and Kelvin at almost 6pm, for Sakura Buffet! HAHA, we were late. So was Melanie! :P We had our first, second and third round of buffet. Omg. I couldn't stop taking those desserts. LOL.

While we were eating halfway, we had some "ideas". LOL. We had some "kissing" scenes. LOL, i laughed my ass out 'cause it was super fun. All of us were filled with tears of joy back then. HAHAHAH!!

LEMONNNNNAAAAADE!

We left Sakura at 9pm, and started camwhoring even more, just outside the Dhoby Ghaut MRT Station, somewhere near Sakura. LOL. We had failed jumpshots and all! HAHAHA.

We were bored, and headed off to Plaza Singapura to walk around. HAHAHA. We had a hard time searching for not-so-many-people's toilet. Gee. :|

Finally, i returned and reached home safely at 11pm. :D

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!Obscene pictures, HAHAHA.
M18, it's Callista and yours truly. :P It's not for real, fyi.

Scene 1 - Love at first sight. LOL.

Scene 2 - Friends. :D

Scene 3 - Callista confessed her love for Yockyen. ♥

Scene 4 - CALLISTA LOVE YOCKYEN. ♥

Scene 5 - Hug. ♥

Scene 6 - Taking a picture on our date. xD

Scene 7 - Another date. ♥

Scene 8 - Callista's proposal ring. :3

Scene 9 - Proposed. ♥

Scene 10 - She said 'yes!' ♥

Scene 11 - Kissing scene. (Take 3, PASSED.)

Now, for the behind-the-scenes.

I laughed till i cried. LOL.

I laughed so loudly that Yelena had to stop me. LOL.

Nobody

2011-01-15T10:12:00.004+08:00

It seems forever for the arrival of Saturday. Argh.
It is ONLY the second week of school and there already had 2 class tests. But you know what? -.- Those tests are F-A-L-S-E A-L-A-R-M. Heck yeah. -.- I memorized those shitty Biology facts until as early as 1am. Thanks alot uh. :)

Besides that, many things had happened within this short period of time. Unexpected people became my good friends, and i am starting to accept some people for who they are. I mean, i have to. That's life, things are constantly changing, we can't do anything but to accept the new environment, right?

To you: I know you've got some issues with that person, but just stay composed, things will turn out for the better okay. Love ya. :)
To that another you: Don't fucking join my CCA as to fuckin' spy on someone. Don't fucking blame me if anything happens, bitch.

CCA had been great, i'd improved alot, hehe.
The CCA Orientation last night was memorable and fawesome. I made so many new friends! *HAPPY* Haha! :D I love life, duh!

Anyway, i'll have to go now. Gonna do my homework! Bye.

When we collide

2011-01-08T08:50:00.003+08:00

Apologies to all, especially my awesome readers for not unfollowing me in Blogger. Thank you so much, in fact, i've got 2 new followers. :> Haha.
On second thought, I don't think i'll be going on a hiatus, but i'll just only be posting on every weekends. Haha. Provided if i've got sufficient time.

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This week had been hectic. Really hectic. I do not have the time to even use the computer, because i had CCA ever since the starting of this week until yesterday. Which means that i reached home about 7pm daily. :| These torturous trainings and days wouldn't end so quickly for me. In fact, i'll be having more practices as time passes. Ah. I hate it when i return home, not being able to walk properly 'cause my knees are in pain. ._.

Ever since school reopen, i'd not been talking much. Neither had i been fooling around in class during class time. Basically, i'd been paying fullest attention in class. I have to admit that i am still not used to this new environment, and subjects. But i believe that i'll be able to do well. :> Okay, maybe not for ALL of the subjects, but some, hopefully.

This picture has got 9 missing students. :|

Friends. All sorts of things happened these days. Drifting away from each other and all. Luckily, there wasn't any fights. I am no longer going to cling on to people whom i don't think it's worthed having for. I just hope that things will turn out well in 3E1. :) I love my class, but it's just kinda noisy at times.

A good start

2011-01-02T23:36:00.002+08:00

I've got no idea if i'll be able to update my blog tomorrow. But to you, my readers, please don't expect me to update my blog that frequent when school reopens. I've got quite alot more of dance practices for the upcoming SYF, i'll have to maintain my studies well, and hence, would not have sufficient time to update this dead site of mine. Thousands of apologies yeah.

I might even be removing my chatbox or something if i REALLY do not have the time to reply those tags. Also, i might also be closing down my blog. So yeah. :\ Sorry for the trouble, and once again, sorry!

Okay, i think i should like ... Go to hiatus mode NOW. However, my chatbox will still remain there, untouched. x) HAHA. I managed to make this out, all thanks to Youtube videos. Inspirations from Angeline. :3 LOL.

New chapter

2011-01-01T14:39:00.004+08:00

First and foremost,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Last night, uh i meant, this morning (12AM - 1AM) was pure awesome. LOL. I phoned Callista, Bryan, Jing Ying, Edwin, Natasha, Felicia, Pui Ling, Hui Ting, Lynn, Yi Wei, Kimberly, Vanessa, Chuan Jian, and alot more people up just to wish them "HAPPY NEW YEAR." LOL. I'd almost committed a biggest mistake in my life. Y'know, i almost said "Happy Birthday" instead of "Happy New Year" to Pui Ling. LOL, her evil laughter was loud. Hehehe. >:D

New Year resolutions:

Be able to cope all my subjects well.

Gold for the upcoming SYF later in March.

Make new friends.

LAUGH MORE. >:D

World peace.
Last but not least, have a great year ahead!

Even though my resolutions seems simple and all, but if all of these were to be fulfilled, i'd be seriously contented. P-E-A-C-E.

2010

2010-12-31T01:23:00.008+08:00

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Omg, cool or what. I've got 2 new followers. Awesome eh! Oh yeah, you guys should know whatta do. :3
SUPPORT MY BLOGSHOP! ♥

Since today, 31st December 2010 is the last day of 2010, i think i'll summarize EVERYTHING that happened in 2010. But in a monthly manner, do you get what i mean? o_o Yeah, you will know what i mean like .. Now.

January: I struggled really alot in the first month of 2010. Life was like hell. All of my good friends were in another class. But life wasn't really as bad as i'd this someone whom i can really rely on. So yeah, i managed to make it through.

February: Things was just starting to get better. But you know something? Rumours started coming into my life, as 'new entertainments'. Those who spreaded those rumours can seriously fuck themselves up. Thanks. :)

March: Aww, my birthday was being celebrated at the annual dance camp. I was quite saddened, 'cause i couldn't celebrate it with that someone. Uh, but honestly, i don't feel sad now. LOL. Okay whatever. This is the month when i received hell lots of presents from my loved ones and started having some close friends in my class!

April: I was facing some personal issues, hence, i couldn't really express my emotions well. And yeah, that's when some idiotic rumours started. Like what?! -.- Nevermind about that, i managed to celebrate that someone's birthday with him, haha. There was some childish fights in between, honestly. Tsk.

May: LIFE WAS LIKE SHIT. I faced an extremely hard time, i swear! Especially when i have to sit for my MYE too. And yes, i broke up with that someone at about the end of May. Well, do i look like i care now? Sadly, no. Okay, anyway, that month was cursed. I fought with my best friend, Callista, 'cause of something childish. Aigoo, to be honest, i was paranoid and sensitive back then. Upon seeing my MYE results, i was sad and regretted for not studying hard enough. Well, i did not even study for MYE, seriously..

June: Yeah, SOME people became my close friends, and yeah, we shared secrets. She (someone from that 'SOME people' category) made my life easier by advising me and lending me an attentive pair of ears. Thanks though. This was also the month when i FELT that i know who my true friends are. THAT WAS HOW I FELT BACK THEN, NOT FOR REAL.

July: Things got fucked up. I lost some of my close friends, and all. This month was practically shit, i was like having 'wars' daily. Argh, SOME fucked up and bitchy (BE IT GAY OR SHEMALE, I DON'T CARE) people came into my life and backstabbed, betrayed, and alot of unpleasant things happened. Those who i trusted had OBVIOUSLY abused my trust. -.-

August: Life got a lil' better. I started getting to know Tian Li and Rabail better. Therefore, Tian Li, Rabail, Yelena, Yi Zhen and i some sort of created a clique named 'Nanastars'. I love that clique, honestly. They are the ones who turned my frowns into smiles. I love them. ♥♥♥ But still, lots of unpleasant things which happened in July, were still continuing. I bucked up alot in that month, i started preparing myself for EOY.

September: I was really glad to see my results improving tremendously. If i remembered correctly, i got an A2 for History, and that's my weakest subject. Awesome or what! HAHA. Upon seeing my results, i was really contented and continued working hard, striving for what i'd wanted and expected myself to get.

October: EOY started, i got into the course (Triple Science & Double Math) that i desired. I was over the moon! Nanastars got to know each other better, and we started hanging out - Having lunch together and all. ♥

November: Shit happens, and i changed my definition of 'Friends' tremendously. I don't even treat some as my friends even though i see them daily. Well, i name them just as 'People whom i see daily'. LOL. Want my old pair of shoes? LOL, go on and take it. ^^

December: Unfortunately, shit still happens.. I quarrelled with my another best friend, well, that was just my wishful thinking. I treated her as my best friend wholeheartedly, and what i got in return was just "You aren't as important to me". I broke down, i ended up talking to my pillow. Pro or what. -.- Well, you see, i don't trust anyone fully. The most people can get (my trust) is just 65%. This was when i couldn't take it and changed my thinking and all.

Conclusion: This year .. It's taught me hell lots of things.. After reading what i'd typed, i realised how much i'd changed. I'd changed into someone whom i don't know, anymore.. The naive me is just dead and gone. Well, but at least, i know how the society is like, now. This society is full of backstabbers. -.-
Less is more. :)

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My top 2010 friends: (Be it now or before) Callista, Kimberly, Natasha, Yelena, Yi Zhen, Rabail, Jing Ying, Tian Li, Jie Yi, Felice, Kesinee, Menda.
I would like to thank you guys for whatever that you'd done for me. :)

My favourite month(s) in 2010: February, March & December

Only you

2010-12-29T23:26:00.003+08:00

Oh yay, i love today. LOL. I managed to laugh my ass out. HAHA. Well, today might seem nothing special to you guys, but i'm still feeling very contented with these amount of satisfaction. Yes, it's little, but so what?

And yes, i enjoyed my day with Callista, Clement, Soon Kiat and Natasha!
Hmm.. So my day started off by sending messages to Natasha and Yi Zhen. LOL. Initially, both Natasha and Yi Zhen wanted to join Callista, Clement, Soon Kiat and i. But only Natasha showed up in the end.

I met Natasha at Orchard MRT Station. Great, she reached early. LOL, so we went to Takashimaya to look for those awesome people. But they changed their destination to the .. erm, Cotton On outlet near the Orchard MRT Station. HAHA.
After which, we headed for Great World to wait for Callista's Primary school friend, Carol's arrival. Blahblah, while waiting, Soon Kiat crapped and joked alot as usual. LOL. We went to Swirl Art after Carol's arrival. Guess what? Only Natasha and i were eating. -.- LOL. We shared a cup full of yogurt and oreos. Yummyyyyy. We sprinkled some colourful-candy-like small-sized candy. LOL, forget it. I've got no idea what am i talking about.
Farewell to Carol, Soon Kiat and Clement at 4pm. Both Natasha and i accompanied Callista for her dental appointment. While waiting for her mum to finish her appointment, the 3 of us shopped at Far East Plaza. HAHA, it's a good place to shop at too, actually! Callista's mum drove us to Novena Square. Hehe, meanwhile, i was busy camwhoring with Natasha!

Dear Natasha,
Ignore those idiotic fellows alright! There's always Callista and i to turn to when you're facing those hard times. You know what! I LOVE YOUUUU. :D

Bade goodbye to Callista at almost 7pm, gotta thank her mum for driving us back to Novena Square. HAHA. And nope, we did not directly return home after that. In fact, we went to Cotton On and shopped till we drop! Omg, it's having 50% sales right now. LOL.

When you say

2010-12-28T17:50:00.011+08:00

I am gonna do a quiz about KPOP! I got this quiz from Valerie! Thank you. :D

When you say 2NE1, i say Park Bom!
When you say Big Bang, i say G-Dragon!
When you say SNSD, i say Sunny, Yuri and YoonA!
When you say CN Blue, i say no one :|!
When you say F.T. Island, i say Hong Ki!
When you say SHINee, i say Onew and Taemin! ♥
When you say Super Junior, i say Leeteuk, Eunhyuk and Ryeowook!
When you say S.M. The Ballad, i say Jonghyun!
When you say DBSK/TVXQ, i say no one :|!
When you say 4 Minute, i say HyunA!
When you say SS501, i say no one :|!
When you say BEAST, i say no one :|!!
When you say 2PM, i say Nichkhun and Junho!
When you say 2AM, i say Jokwon!
When you say Brown Eyed Girls, i say no one :|!!
When you say Solo Artists, i say Lee Hyori, BoA, G.NA, Se7en and Taeyang!

Currently onto SHINee (OnTae), SNSD (Yuri, Sunny, YoonA), Suju (Leeteuk, Ryeowook, Eunhyuk), 2NE1 (Bom), Miss A (Min). ♥

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Oh yeah! I am curious about something.

Click here for more.
IS SHINEE REALLY COMING TO SG?! I CAN'T WAIT. ♥

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This is how much i'd changed. :D Click on the image for a better view

Immuned

2010-12-27T01:23:00.008+08:00

I'm not really in the mood to blog. So .. I'll just post some videos related to SHINee. Yes, you're right! The concert that they attended in Japan!
I'll have to agree with Pui Ling that Key's solo for 3OH!3's My First Kiss, total divaaaa. Onew looked like a prince for his solo. Of course, and Jonghyun - his awesome vocals! Haha, i took that sentence directly from her blog. LOL.
SHINee, saranghae! ♥♥♥

Featuring SHINee talking in Jap. They are all so freakin' charming. Don't you think so. Aww. 8D ♥

SHINee is singing both Stand By Me (Japanese Ver.) & Love Should Go On.

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Tada! This is Lee Jinki performing!

Key soloing a song, with the help of Krsytal (from f(x)).

Featuring Minho's solo!

TAEMIN'S SOLO!! ♥♥ Featuring "Romeo and Juliette" sang by Taemin!

Omg, Key is truly amazing! ♥ He is singing 'My First Kiss' by 30H!3!

Everyday

2010-12-25T20:30:00.010+08:00

Annyeong haseyo, Merry Christmas to all! ♥
And and and, i swear the above image was a candid shot by my brother. LOL.
P/S: I love my hotpink watch. Hehz. :3

I've got to admit that 2010's Christmas is kinda awesome.
Initially, my parents wanted to get me an iPhone 4 and a computer. But i ended up getting just a computer because iPhone 4 is T-O-T-A-L-L-Y out of stock.
Omg, i was super pissed because of that earlier on. You know what the hell happened?! I went all the way to Tampanies from Toa Payoh at 9.30am, hoping to get my iPhone 4 today. Unfortunately, all i get was pure disappointment. Aww. Hence, my Twitter seriously got spammed by me, myself and i! Gosh, i can't wait for my Official SHINee 2011 Calendar to arrive. Aww, don't be jealous. Callista ordered it for me. Saranghaeyo, wife! ♥

Oh yeah! You guys must really watch the process of SHINee making the 2011 calendar. Kekeke.

Yesterday was drop-dead-fun! I swear. I celebrated Christmas in advance with my friends. Omg. It was superb. We ordered large amount of pizzas, yummmmy. >:D We 'gambled', played Uno-Spin, Uno, and a whole lot more of games! We played since 2pm, all the way until 1am. Awesome shiat. Returned home by 2am after which. HAHAHA. Sorry, i'd forgotten to bring my camera along, so there isn't any pictures taken. What a pity.
24th December 2010, it's really a memorable day. Thank you for all the presents by the way.

Hiatus

2010-12-17T01:26:00.003+08:00

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Echo

2010-12-13T22:20:00.009+08:00

Omg, i love all my followers for not unfollowing me. I thought i'll see a decrease in the number of my followers. But surprisingly, it did not decrease. In fact, it'd increased by 3. :) A big thanks to all of you, it's much appreciated.

Damn, all the pix are squashy. -.- Which caused me to look fat in it. Wth.

Anyway, i am now going to share with you guys what happened during my 6 days trip to Taiwan. :) Some images are horizontal, and not verticle when it was meant to be verticle. Just bear with it. LOL.
The very first day (5th Dec) when i arrived at Taiwan, my tourmates and i were directly brought back to our 6 stars Hotel by our tour guide. I love the hotel room. I swear. 8D

The second day (6th Dec) spent in Taiwan was great. LOL. I slept well in the bus. :3 Also, i think that's the only day when i take lots of picture. But no, i'll not upload any pictures which i'd took with my parents, brother. HAHA. Hmm.. Maybe just 1 or 2, just a few. HAHA.

The third day (7th Dec) was awesome, yet tiring. That's to be honest. LOL.

The third day (8th Dec).

The fourth day (9th Dec) sucked! Farm stay.
I went to .. Uh, theme park, yes! LOL. I had fun riding all those thrilling rides. LOL. 360 degree rides. (Y)(Y) But still, it sucked. Cuz i'd a farm stay. Cool or what?! ._.
One of the most memorable days in the trip. Saranghae people.

The fifth day (10th Dec), the most memorable day in the trip. Omg, i miss my tour mates now. )):

The last day (11th Dec). Ahh. :\

Image is taken with our tour guide. :D

That's all. It's 1.20am now. ._. I'd been uploading pictures since 10.30pm. Uh, alright. Bye.

Jojo

2010-12-12T15:41:00.004+08:00

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Annyoung. I will only be able to update my blog tomorrow. I am so sorry. :<
Oh yeah, i am also very glad that my followers did not unfollow me. In fact, i've got more followers now. Saranghaeyo followers. :3
Stay tune to my blog entry tomorrow :D

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Thank you so much to Charmaine for giving me this award! Saranghae! :3

People change, hearts move on

2010-12-05T00:18:00.005+08:00

I am departing Singapore at 10 hours later. I'm gonna reach that airport by as early as 7am to check in and do all those admin stuffs. Argh. Furthermore, my 'best friend' had came. Second day tomorrow, fml. AHHHHHHHH.
Oh oh, i am currently mass downloading SHINee videos. LOL. School of Rock, Yunhanam, Hello Baby, and more! SHINee, hwaiting! ♥

Away from 05.12 - 12.12
Please please please make my blog, Facebook, Twitter, blogshop and everything else, A L I V E. Continue tagging, thanks!

So yes, i've got 4 more followers, thank you, my dear followers! ♥
Omg, i can't seem to put that person off my mind every since the day i met that person. Mesmerized by his charming eyes. I'd fallen for someone whom i shouldn't be falling for.

Mesmerized

2010-12-03T23:35:00.005+08:00

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Honestly, i really dislike going overseas. I've got so many things to prepare for that upcoming Taiwan trip, i swear! My 23 inch jeans is now too small sized for me.. Argh. Just because of that, i'll have to wake up early in the morning tomorrow to get a new pair of jeans. Anyway, i'll still online while in Taiwan! :D Hahaha! But i wouldn't be blogging, i suppose.
Oh yeah, big thanks to Jie Yi for introducing new SHINee shows to me! ♥

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Day 16: Another picture of yourself (baby pic!)
Day 17: Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18: Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19: Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20: Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21: A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22: What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23: Something you crave for a lot
Day 24: A letter to your parents
Day 25: What I would find in your bag
Day 26: What you think about your friends
Day 27: Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28: A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29: In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30: Who are you?
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Day 16: This was taken with my childhood friend, when i was only 5 years old. LOL.

Day 17: It would definitely be *ahem* (name shall not be revealed. Neither is that person's gender. So go on wondering who is that mysterious person.)
I want to know how is that person living now, whether is it good or bad. I wanna find out if what i'd suspected, is true. Lastly, i would ruin that person's friendship with the another person. :)

Day 18: Live happily everyday, hope things will get better for me. Smile always! I truly believes that less is more.
Day 19: LOL, my nicknames are disastrous. Tsk tsk tsk.

Day 20: HAHAHA. Lee Taemin will be the 'someone' whom i'll marry! ♥ LOL. Dream more, and your dream will turn into reality. :P Hahaha.

Day 21: I'd forgotten where i got this image from. But yay, i'll smile whenever i see SHINee! SHINee, hwaiting! Saranghae ♥

Day 22: I tend to be emotional at times, i love doing nonsensical things, i get curious easily, i act as if i am oblivious when i know everything, i think deep into things, i can foresee things (predict, i meant), and alot more things that i shouldn't be saying here.
Day 23: To earn lots of money from my blogshop, do well in studies, MEET SHINEE!

Day 24: Dear parents, my apologies for disappointing you guys time after time. I promise that i'll do well for my studies next year, despite the fact that i am 'working' part time (selling preorders in blogshop). Rest assured, i'll spend lesser next year. Saranghae. ♥

Day 25: My iPod Touch, mobile phone, tissue paper, wallet, comb, pen.
Day 26: My friends are the most awesome human beings on Earth, especially my closer friends! They are understanding and tolerant. Well, to some you, i am really sorry for being so unreasonable at times. But still, thank you for being there when i needed you guys. ♥
Day 27: After i'd finished reading each of the topics, i'll go into a process where i think before i write. Through this 30 days quiz, i'd really realised what i am carving for, and what type of person i am. Hmm.. So basically, i got to know myself better, way better. :)

Day 28: The young and naive me, is dead and gone..

Day 29: I've learned that not all of your friends are true towards you. They can be acting close and friendly to you. But behind your back, they might be stabbing you h-a-r-d. You know who you are. So yeah, neither am i that dumb to tell that person anything. :3

Day 30: I am Yock Yen, an ordinary girl. Schooling still, and loving her iTouch and SHINee! Wooooolala.

Fireflies

2010-12-02T23:18:00.004+08:00

Yay. Callista is back to Singapore. :D

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Day 06: Favorite super hero and why
Day 07: A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08: Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09: Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10: Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11: Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12: How you found out about Blogger and why you made one
Day 13: A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14: A picture of you and your family
Day 15: Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
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Day 6: None, LOL! Preferrably, SUPERMAN!
Day 7: Can i like.. Keep it confidential? Yes, i've to admit that it's a guy. Lol. -.-

Day 8: My goals for this month would be.. Do some shopping sprees in Taiwan! Uhm, be happy. Stay positive, and smile always! :D

Day 9: When Callista was away, i made quite a few number of deals for my blogshop, and had earned really alot. Lalala. I am so proud of myself. Yay :D

Day 10:
Featuring Lucifer, by SHINee. ♥

Day 11:
Featuring Felicia, Natasha, Callista and i. I miss them all. I wanna meet them up soon. Saranghae. ♥

Day 12: When i was 11 (Primary 5), my school wanted us to blog. Uh, i think they want us to try out blogging? That was when i was introduced to Blogger. After which, i got addicted to it, and started blogging frequently. Haha. When i first starting blogging, i changed my blog URL every week. LOL.

Day 13: Dear you, you as my really close friend, had hurt me alot. I just want us to go back to how we were before. I hope we will, and i know we will. ♥

Day 14: Actually... Until now.. o.o I cannot find any photo that i'd took with my family. What i meant was, i cannot find a picture where all of us are in it. Ahh...

Day 15:
1. Hips Don't Lie by Shakira
2. Fifteen by Taylor Swift
3. We R Who We R by Ke$ha
4. Babysteps by Varsity
5. The Writer by Ellie Goulding
6. Dancing In The Moonlight by Toploader
7. Anywhere But Here by Hilary Duff
8. Suddenly by Ina
9. I Gotta Feeling by Black Eyed Peas
10. Poker Face by Lady Gaga

Back to December

2010-12-01T20:34:00.011+08:00

Gee, yay. I've got 3 new followers. :D I have practically nothing to blog about these days.. Hmm.. So yes, i'd decided to do another 30 days quiz, but i'll do 5 topics per day, so as to make my blog more livelier. LOL.

Anyway, it's December right now. I hope that life will get better, and i'll get happier! :D HAHHAHA.

A big thanks to Yoyo for the quiz
Day 01: A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02: The meaning behind your Blogger name
Day 03: A picture of you and your friends
Day 04: A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05: A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06: Favorite super hero and why
Day 07: A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08: Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09: Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10: Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11: Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12: How you found out about Blogger and why you made one
Day 13: A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14: A picture of you and your family
Day 15: Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16: Another picture of yourself (baby pic!)
Day 17: Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18: Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19: Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20: Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21: A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22: What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23: Something you crave for a lot
Day 24: A letter to your parents
Day 25: What I would find in your bag
Day 26: What you think about your friends
Day 27: Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28: A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29: In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30: Who are you?

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Day 01: A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02: The meaning behind your Blogger name
Day 03: A picture of you and your friends
Day 04: A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05: A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
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Day 1: Just look at my eye bags, it's getting worse each day. :( My skin complexion isn't good too. ._.

01. I am fat! :D
02. I hate bugs, and i am scared of it.
03. I am 14 this year.
04. My birthday falls on the 12 of March. :D
05. I own a blogshop - http://fashion-affection.blogspot.com!
06. I trust only 4 of my friends. :)
07. I am emotional and anti-social at times.
08. I am single!
09. My friends matters alot to me, honestly.
10. I tend to run all over the house when i see a cockroach, lizard, bugs, etc. LOL.
11. I love Lee Taemin alot. ♥ :D
12. I treat people the way they treat me.
13. I have another side that no one knows.
14. I like KPOP!
15. Initially, i hate Chinese Dance. But i love Chinese Dance now! ♥

Day 2: Well, my blogger URL is inspired by Chemistry & Rose. LOL. Does that makes sense? So yeah, i set my URL as lithiumr-oses. :) Lithium is disruptive.

Day 3:
Left picture: Yes, it's me and Jie Yi. To be honest, i miss her alot. I know i shouldn't be saying personal things out. But, we became strangers after a fight. I want things to go back how it was used to be. I miss her, alot.
Right picture: It was taken last year, and yes! It's Custards, my clique. :3 We aren't a clique anymore... But yeah, i miss all the memories we have. Be it good or bad, i'd learnt my lesson. :)

Day 4: Hmm.. Let's see. I hate myself for having so many wild thoughts while trying to sleep. That's the reason why i've got panda eyes and eye bags. I hate myself for that.

Day 5:

Yes, the above images are taken in 2007. That was when i went to Japan. I wanna visit that place again. I miss everything there, the food, weather, temperature. AHHH. D: I don't wanna go to Taiwan this Sunday, i wanna go Japan instead!
Anyway, the first picture was taken when i just reached the hotel on the first night. :) The second and last picture is taken at Universal Studio!
Anyway, my mum ain't in any of the pictures above 'cause she doesn't want to camwhore. LOL.

Day 26 - 30

2010-11-30T15:20:00.003+08:00

Cool or what! LOL, i'd just reached home after doing all the crazy payments, collections of my stocks. I'll tell you guys something. Xinyi aka scintillantstar (from Blogskins), is really cute! REALLY, I SWEAR. She's super nice too!

My apologies for having such a short blog entry today, i am really tired.

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Day 26 : My favorite quote by someone in SHINee
Day 27 : A picture of my bias with someone else I like in another group
Day 28 : If I could spend a day with SHINee, we would:
Day 29 : If I could spend a day with my bias in SHINee, we would:
Day 30 : My favorite song by SHINee of all time
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Day 26: "IS THIS THE REALITY YOU WANT?" - Jonghyun. ♥

Day 27:

(via google) Featuring my biases. Taemin and Leeteuk. ♥

Day 28: WOAH, I'LL GO MAD. LOLOL. I'll definitely camwhore with them, talk to them, ask them for their contacts, go shopping with them, hug them, AND ALOT MORE. LOL. I'll make sure that i am sober than anyone else in this whole wide world, really.

Day 29: Omg, i'll SCREAM when i see Taemin. LOL, i'll make sure i take lots of pictures with him, dance with him, OMGOMGOMG. ASK HIM TO TAKE ME TO KOREA WITH HIM. LOLOLOL. I AM MAD. MY GOD.
Then, meet his brother at Seoul! Er, ask him to teach me all the SHINee MVs' dance. My god. 8D Taemin, hwaiting. ♥♥♥

Day 30: Lucifer! ♥

Day 21 - 25

2010-11-28T20:51:00.010+08:00

Gee, i'd totally forgotten about blogging the previous day. My bad. :P

Day 21 : The SHINee member I think has the best personality
Day 22 : The SHINee member I think is overrated
Day 23 : The SHINee member I think is underrated
Day 24 : A SHINee picture that makes me smile
Day 25 : A SHINee picture that makes me nostalgic
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Day 21: O-N-E-W! Definitely him! Well, you know, in Hello Baby, Yoogeun doesn't like Onew, and yet, he didn't mind. He'd even bought him the most expensive gift among the SHINee members. In fact, he did not show attitude when Yoogeun ignored and disliked him.

Day 22: I don't think there's one.. Honestly, i feel that they are all active in things that they are best in. For example, Taemin and dancing, Onew and his musicals, Minho and Dream Team, Key and almost everything (o.o), Jonghyun and his passion for singing and more.

Day 23: To be frank, i feel that Minho is kinda underrated. Just look at how many fans does Taemin, Key, Onew and Jonghyun have! Minho has got the least number of fans, when he's actually kind of awesome in his ways.

(via taedubu) Day 24: Just look at Taemin & Onew, and smile. LOL.

(via taedubu) Day 25: They look so bloody hot, don't you think so?

Day 14 - 20

2010-11-26T22:00:00.008+08:00

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Day 14 : The SHINee member I think has changed the least
Day 15 : The SHINee member I would take home to my parents if we dated
Day 16 : The SHINee member I would keep as a secret if we dated
Day 17 : My favorite SHINee MV
Day 18 : My favorite SHINee lyric
Day 19 : The SHINee member I think has the best face
Day 20 : The SHINee member I think has the best body
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Day 14: None. All of them had changed really alot.. o_o

(via zxcharmaine-ftwftw)Day 15: LOL. This is a really funny topic to answer.
Well, i think it would be Key. In almost all the SHINee videos, SHINee members will always praise Key for being caring about their welfare. In addition, he is Key! He can solve anything. :P HAHAHA.
P/S: Pui Ling will definitely agree with me too. :3

Day 16: That person will definitely be Jonghyun. LOL. Look at SHINee's fans reaction when they found out that Jonghyun and Shin Se Kyung was dating! Jonghyun's fans, especially, wrote nasty comments in Shin Se Kyung's personal site, causing her to have it closed down. I wouldn't ever want my personal site to close down because of such minor issue. LOL. Furthermore, i heard that some fans had even got SHINee's albums burnt, created 'Anti-SHINee' page in Facebook. Well.. I am not sure if it's true. But who would ever want their boyfriend and his close friends to suffer? :o

(via tumblr)Day 17: My favourite SHINee MV is .. *thinking in progress* Hmm, 'Lucifer' preferrably. All of them looks so bloody hot in the MV. Especially Taemin, i swear. ♥

Day 18: Ahh... This is a tough one.. I've got no idea actually.

(via tumblr)Day 19: Onew, definitely has got the best face! His smile kills. Hohoho. Besides that, his eyes, nose, mouth, eyebrow, everything is pretty much proportionate.

Day 20: Hohoho, this is a really easy question to answer. :3 It will be Jonghyun! LOL, his abs are wow. HAHAHAHA. Don't 'cha think so too? :3

Day 9 - Day 13

2010-11-25T23:23:00.006+08:00

Like i'd mentioned last night, i'll be doing more than one topic for the quiz starting from today onwards. Hahaha, so yes, i'll be doing 5 topics today!
My apologies for neglecting my blog, allowing it to be so boring nowadays. I don't really have the mood to blog though..

Day 9 : My favorite live performance
Day 10 : First SHINee MV I saw
Day 11 : My first impression of SHINee
Day 12 : A SHINee member that recently impressed me
Day 13 : The SHINee member I think has changed the most

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Day 9: Uhm, i hadn't got the chance to watch SHINee's live performance.. So yeah, i don't have any favorite live performance. But i envy those that had went for the KPOP Night. :\

Day 10: Heheh, this is easy! The very first MV that i'd watch is 'Replay'. I love that song very much, even up till now. :3 Listen to it when you've the time!

Day 11: My first impression of SHINee was.... *Allow me to recall* While watching 'Replay' MV in class during the starting of 2010, i screamed in excitement "OMG, WHO IS THIS CUTE GUY!!!" Well, that guy is apparently not Taemin, but Onew. LOL. Onew looks so cute and hot in 'Replay' MV. 8D Omg..
The following sentence that i'd said was, "Omg, why are they looking so similar to each other? Gosh, who is *this guy and *that guy?!" Honestly, i couldn't differentiate which is Key and which is Onew. LOL.

(via Tumblr)
Day 12: Frankly speaking, it would be Minho. After watching 'Hello Baby' twice, i'd finally realised and found out Minho's good points. LOL. I didn't know and expect him to be so caring. I thought Onew would be, though. Ironically, i was totally wrong. LOL.

(via Taemings)
Day 13: I think it's mostly likely... Lee Taemin. LOL. Basically, his singing skills (Controlling of voice, etc.) is improving tremendously. Hahaha. Also, his looks had somehow changed.. o_o Compare his looks in the 'Replay' MV & 'Lucifer' MV. LOL. Is it his hairstyle, or is it just me?

Day 8 : Favorite song from a repackaged album

2010-11-24T23:48:00.004+08:00

To be honest, i can't make up my mind.. But hmm.. I think "Lucifer" & "One" are my favourite songs. Those songs are listed as the first, both songs are sharing the 'Number 1' seat. :P So yes, featuring my favourite song(s) from a repackaged album. :)

(via FYTaemin)

Anyway, i am wondering, should i do like more than 2 or more topics for the SHINee quiz starting from tomorrow? 'Cause i want to finish it fast. :P Hahah. Furthermore, i'll be away from the 5th of December to the 11th of December. Taiwan, here i come!

Lastly, i feel really sorry for my site, for abandoning it. :\ I'd neglected my blog, just for my blogshop. Tsk tsk, how could i.
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Day 7 : Favorite song from Lucifer album

2010-11-23T20:26:00.008+08:00

Oh yay, my business is doing great. Hohoho. Do support me okay! :D
We do sell KPOP albums, take a look alright. Preorder is closing by 25th November (11pm), so if you want to buy any albums, order now! No cappings needed!

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(via weheartit)
Aww, my KPOP biases - Lee Taemin & Lee Jinki. ♥
Anyway, my favourite song from Lucifer album is 'Up & Down'! Admit it, that song is nice. LOL.

Day 6 : Favorite song from Year Of Us EP

2010-11-22T18:49:00.003+08:00

Omg, yay. I've got 4 more followers, which makes it 178 followers now. I am aimming for 200 followers, support me alright. :D

Anyway, both Callista and i had finally completed our preparations for our newly opened blogshop, do support alright!
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Hmm.. I don't really like any songs from Year Of Us. :\

Day 5 : Favorite song from Shinee World album

2010-11-21T14:11:00.004+08:00

HAHA, greetings to all. 'Xuan Hui' (My number 1 stalker) had changed her name to 'Jasmin SmakzEuu'. LOL. She surely do have some grammatic and spelling error in her name. :P Blocking me in Facebook is totally useless. MUHAHAHA.

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Hmm.. My favourite song from SHINee World album would be 'Love's way'. :D

This song is really soothing, and Jonghyun's (the one who started singing the song first) voice pwned all. LOL

Day 4 : The SHINee member I think is most easily shipped

2010-11-20T16:34:00.005+08:00

It would obviously be Taemin, like duh! Almost every girl who sees SHINee would go "OH MY GOD! WHO IS THIS CUTE BOY?!?!" Admit it man. :3

Taemin has got this very sweet smile that would attracts people. Furthermore, his dancing skills are awesome, especially popping! His popping is also a strong factor to make girls like him. Hahahahaha. As he grows older, he gets prettier and prettier. :P All of the human beings will eventually fall for him. Hohoho.
Taemin, fighting! ♥

Only girl

2010-11-20T00:35:00.008+08:00

I guess i'll just briefly elaborate the happenings in the cinema earlier on (click here to view my previous blog entry), while watching 'Harry Potter' with Yelena just now. LOL. Well, i shall rate the movie 4.5/5, the movie is really awesome, you just should watch it when you're free!
Anyway, the movie was great except for the parts where creatures suddenly appear. LOL, i literally jumped when one of the creatures appeared out of nowhere. Kekeke.

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Edited at 1.02am
Omg, here's a breaking news. Someone had just used my image as both her Blogskins and Blog display picture. Aww, she banned me from her cbox. :( My bad, she uses my picture as her Facebook one too. :(
Click here to tag her ^^
For once, i feel so G-R-E-A-T. I didn't know someone would actually spend their precious time looking for my images and uses it as their own pictures! Wow, i didn't know someone would idolize me that way and to such extent. LOL. Hehe, hey Xuan Hui! Do you like need my autograph? ;)

Click here to enter her Facebook profile page.

Click here to view her blog.

Click here to access to her Blogskins' profile page.

Gosh.. My dear readers, you guys can spam her as anonymous if you want to. This is really.. Saddening and irritating. Tsk tsk.

Day 3 : A SHINee OTP I don’t like

2010-11-19T21:54:00.005+08:00

(via weheartit)

Aww, the SHINee members look so charming even when they are only with their eyes. LOL. Their eye powers are superb. :3
Hmm.. This is a really challenging question for me to answer. Honestly, i don't dislike any OTP in SHINee. I just ain't a fan of OTP, haha.

Can i like include "Chicken (Food)" to SHINee? LOL. If yes, the only SHINee OTP that i dislike would be Onew and his favourite 'Chicken'. LOL. He is so attached with 'Chicken' to the extent that he declares that he loves 'Chicken' more than Yoogeun.

(via tumblr)
Featuring Yoogeun. Yoogeun is gonna grow up, being handsome. Aww. ♥ Look, Yoogeun is wayyyy better-looking as compared to 'Chicken (wings)'. Tsk tsk.

My apologies for this nonsensical blog entry. Haha, i seriously do not dislike any SHINee OTP. Cheers! :D

Day 2 : My favorite SHINee OTP

2010-11-18T22:47:00.007+08:00

(via bingeul-tingle)

Talking about OTP is quite interesting, 'cause i'm not a big fan of OTPs. I think it's a stupid concept. Don't you think so?

TaeKey is the very first pairing i fell in love with. :3 Their relationship is really heart-warming. Taemin is more of a kid, while Key's role is like Taemin's mother. Well, my judgement is based on Hello Baby's episodes and almost all of the SHINee videos that i've seen. There was this scene in one of the Youtube videos, where Key fed Taemin a candy and it was just love.

Hence, TaeKey is my favourite SHINee OTP; Mother-son relationship.

Day 1: My SHINee bias

2010-11-17T12:32:00.005+08:00

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Featuring Lee Taemin from SHINee! Yes, you're so right! He's my SHINee ultimate bias! Well, i do like Onew too. :P

Based on all the Hello Baby's episodes, Taemin is really good at reading a child's mind, not because he's young but he made efforts to know what they're thinking about. Yes yes, Taemin is also the best dancer in SHINee. He is often being called as a 'Dance machine'. Well, i'd saw people calling him that in Youtube videos. LOL. Not forgetting the fact that he suits almost all hairstyles, be it long or short hairstyles. Just like in 'Lucifer' MV, he look so god damn hot. But uh, that's extensions. LOL. On the other hand, in 'Replay' MV, Taemin looks so cute with short hair. Well, you know... That cute mushroom hair he has? LOL. Keke.

Even though Taemin is the youngest member in SHINee, he (i think, in my opinion) has the most talents. He can dance well and his singing skills are improving tremendously too! Hehehe.
So yes, i shall stop here. Isn't Taemin cute and talented? :P

Turn around

2010-11-16T13:32:00.006+08:00

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I seriously do envy girls with shitloads of friends, always spending their parents' money like as if money falls from the sky. Yet, those people are constantly complaining how bad their lives are. Nothing seems to be satisfying them. What do they want, honestly. Tsk..
Side note, if you want to read the wordings in the image above, just click on the image itself.

Anyway, i'd decided to do SHINee's 30 days challenge. I'll name it as "SHINee-30days" in my Labels, alright. I'll start the quiz as soon as tomorrow, not now. LOL. :)

A big thanks to http://shineego.tumblr.com for the quiz
Day 1 : My SHINee bias
Day 2 : My favorite SHINee OTP
Day 3 : A SHINee OTP I don’t like
Day 4 : The SHINee member I think is most easily shipped
Day 5 : Favorite song from Shinee World album
Day 6 : Favorite song from Year Of Us EP
Day 7 : Favorite song from Lucifer album
Day 8 : Favorite song from a repackaged album
Day 9 : My favorite live performance
Day 10 : First SHINee MV I saw
Day 11 : My first impression of SHINee
Day 12 : A SHINee member that recently impressed me
Day 13 : The SHINee member I think has changed the most
Day 14 : The SHINee member I think has changed the least
Day 15 : The SHINee member I would take home to my parents if we dated
Day 16 : The SHINee member I would keep as a secret if we dated
Day 17 : My favorite SHINee MV
Day 18 : My favorite SHINee lyric
Day 19 : The SHINee member I think has the best face
Day 20 : The SHINee member I think has the best body
Day 21 : The SHINee member I think has the best personality
Day 22 : The SHINee member I think is overrated
Day 23 : The SHINee member I think is underrated
Day 24 : A SHINee picture that makes me smile
Day 25 : A SHINee picture that makes me nostalgic
Day 26 : My favorite quote by someone in SHINee
Day 27 : A picture of my bias with someone else I like in another group
Day 28 : If I could spend a day with SHINee, we would:
Day 29 : If I could spend a day with my bias in SHINee, we would:
Day 30 : My favorite song by SHINee of all time

Silent Night

2010-11-11T23:46:00.009+08:00

Hoho, i'd just replied my tags, and when i entered Wan Jing's site, her latest blog post's video played. Woohooo, i love that song really. Hence, i would like to share with you guys 2 music covers by some Youtubers. :P
And oh, watch the very first video! :D Heheh.

All time low

2010-11-08T16:02:00.007+08:00

Gosh, i am having an extremely bad headache right now.. I'll be writing a short and sweet update.

Today is a 'keep on laughing' day. The Bimbos (Rabail, Yi Zhen, Tianli and Yelena) made me laughed like some mad woman during our Science lecture at the Science Center. First, we (All the Sec' 2 Express students) assembled in the foryer at 8.15am, and off we went to the Science Center. There's this small and big bus that will bring us to the Science Center. The Bimbos, Angeline, Cher Ee, Affi and Viola joined us for the bus ride in the small bus. LOL. To our horror, our dearest Yi Zhen's information was wrong (as usual), the bus was so packed and dirty. LOL. But well, it's like family bonding in the bus. LOL. As usual, the Bimbos are loud and noisy. Woohoo.

Featuring Cher Ee and Angeline! :D

Left picture: Lika, headless. Hehe.
Right picture:This is Yi Zhen. *Ahem*

This is how packed we were then. Tsk, both Lika and me had to place our legs on the extra thingy. LOL.

We reached the Science Center at about 10am or so, and we immediately headed for the Laboratory to start off with our 'DNA in forensic Science' lesson. LOL :3 Unfortunately, we can only have 4 people per group. Hence, Yi Zhen joined Charmaine & co.'s group. :\

This is Tianli, Yelena, Rabail and my experimentttt. Wooohoo.

This is a micropipette. :D

Micropipette's measurement thingy.

This is for the so called cover for the micropipette.

This is called as a 'comb', used for the experiment. :D

Tianli is finally taller than Adrian! LOL. xD

Finally, we reached step 2 of our experiment. :D

Handling the micropipette with care. :3

Nice right. LOL.

*Turns on the switch* The experiment is undergoing some changes.

Keke, the changes were visible. LOL.

Here's the end product. :D

After our lesson, we were finally able to roam around the place. :D

Featuring Angeline and Yi Zhen, standing beside the piano! :D

Left picture: Yi Zhen and me. :3
Right picture: Me. :D

Me! LOL.

This is Yi Zhen and Affi, at the Echo Tube. :D

The Echo Tube! :D

We returned back to school at about noon, and headed to TPY for lunch with Yi Zhen, Yelena (Lika) and Rabail. Booo, Tianli couldn't make it for our lunch date. :P After we'd our lunch, farewell to both Yelena and Rabail, while Yi Zhen and i went to the Exhibition Hall at TPY Interchange again. Haha.

All the images posted above, are me. :D

Left picture: Yi Zhen! :D
Right picture: This is Yi Zhen, pressing the buttons for the fake lift. :D

Me and Yi Zhen! :D

Fishes. :D

Hehe, i'll end my post here. You can find more pictures at Facebook (here). Alright, bye! :)